you are my everything |FIRSTKHAO

1.confused

Khao pov

I was just doing my work in my office then I just thought about my bestfriend kanning and my relationship.

actually we are bff from two years but she doesn't know that I have feelings for her and I never confessed to her because I already have a boyfriend named first and I also love him alot but I don't know I'm confused about my feelings I love my boyfriend but I also like my bestfriend and I don't know what to do about it so I just thought about i should tell her that how I feel about her then I message her.

Khao:- hey kanning
Kanning:- hey khao, what's up
Khao:- nothing I just need help for my work can you help me please
Kanning:- oh okay but what can I do to help you?
Khao:- nothing just come to my office and I tell you then
Kanning:- oh okay then wait I will come there
Khai:- ohk, i'm waiting

Few minutes later

Kanning just reach my office and knock on the door "come in" kanning open the door and just come inside I look at her and smile "oh you reached really earlier than i thought" I said looking at her with a smile.

"oh ofcourse your office is not too far from my home" kanning said, than I tell her what she should do to help me for my work, we were sitting next to each other than I just ask a question to her randomly "kanning can you promise me something" I said, "um yeah, what is it?" Kanning said "Can you promise me that you never leave me" I said looking at her eyes, she just stop doing what she was doing and then look at my eyes than said "ofcourse khao what's with your dumb question, we're bestfriend and it's obvious that I would never leave you" kanning said with a smile.

I just look at her for a few second and then "I like you kanning" I said, she looked at me and laughed and said "huh what are you saying khao Don't joke with me i know you only love first" i looked at her seriously and said "i'm serious kanning i really like you actually I'm confused about my feelings I know I really love first but I don't know why I also have feelings for you"

then kanning looked at me shocked and said "hey khao I don't know what are you saying how can you like me when you already have a boyfriend and you also know that I ship you and first and you are only my bestfriend I just like you as a friend" then I said "i know kanning you only like me as a friend but can't you just give me try" kanning looked at me and said "hey khao are you out of your mind you already have a boyfriend if we date eachother it means you are cheating on first and I also not gonna date you we are just friends" i looked at her with teary eyes and hug her.

"I'm sorry for what I say kanning I was just out of my mind I don't know what was I thinking when I said that please don't hate me don't leave me" kanning hug me back.

"it's okay khao but don't say that ever again, and I'm not mad at you but disappoint but whatever you know na that I ship you and first so badly you can't never cheat on him" she said, i backaway and look at her.

  "i know I will never cheat on him kanning I'm sorry for what I said I will try to change my feelings for you" kanning nod and said "it's okay khao now I should go it's already late" I nod and said her bye and then she left.

as she left I got call from first, I pick it up and said "oh hi first" "hi baby can you come to my home i really miss you" he said and then I smile and feel guilty for what I just said to kanning and thought I should never said that again and only love first.

"oh ofcourse babe I was just going to home after closing my office than I think I should come to you now" "ohk baby then come fast" first said, i giggled and said "ohk i will come fast" and hung up the phone then I put all my files on their places and close my office and go to first home.

when I reach there I press the bell and first open the door for me as he open the door he quickly hugged me i giggled and hug him back tightly then said "oh you can't be patient hm" first close the door then and look at me with smile on his face and said "I can't be patient when it's come to you my cupcake" and then he take me to his sofa and then we sit there and he quickly kiss me, i kissed him back passionately and he deepend the kiss then we kiss for a while and backaway for catching the breath.

and then first look at me and hud me and said "are you tired babe" i smile and say "hm a little bit" then first got up and give me a glass of water for me to drink.

"oh my kitty then wait here, i quickly made something for us to eat and after they we can cuddle on bed" i smile and nod.

but when he go to kitchen i followed him there and when he was making something for us to eat I just hugged him from back he smiled "you are hugging me like a koala" he said, i giggled and just keep hugging him.

then he finished cooking we sit on a dining table and then we eat food that first made and when i eat it, it was really tasty "um first this is so tasty you are really good at cooking" I said and he smiled at me when we finished our food we go to his room and then he give me clothes to wear for wearing after i shower and then I go to bathroom and shower.

when i came outside I wear the clothes thet first just give me and then after me first go to shower and he came out of shower with just a towel wrapped around his waist and he was looking so hot.

I was just staring at him and he noticed me and said "am I looking that hot hm?" I just blushed and then he sit on bed beside me and made me look at his face.

when our eyes contact, I keep blushing and then he kissed me i kissed him back and said with a playful tone "first what are you doing you should wear your clothes now" and then he just smiled and wear his shorts and tank top after that he come to bed and cuddle with me and as he cuddle me i remember about what I just say to kanning in my office and i feel really guilty.

I think that I should tell first about that he deserve to know that "first I want to tell you something" I said and then he looked at me and said "hm then tell" i looked at him and tell him everything I just said to kanning and everything thing that happened he was shocked and stoped hugging me and backaway.

________________________________

Heyy guyssss I hope you are liking this story this is the first ff which i'm writting, this is a firstkhao story because I'm a big firstkhao fan 💗😭 i really love them and also they recently announce themselves that this year they are going to have a new series I'm really happy 🤧
__________________
And also English is not my first language so please ignore my grammatical mistakes 😃 and if you like my first chapter so please tell me in the comments and also plzzz vote 🤧💗