will he ever know that I loved him?

That very first impression

For some reason, even without knowing
I hated him
I just hated him. I don't know anything about him. I don't want to know either.

We were in the college there is some program going on everyone are introducing themselfs. I was completely out of the picture. I was not interested so in last bench I was sleeping. suddenly for some reason my attention went towards the speaker who is in his white kurti type shirt, thick silky hair, saying something about his education, then I noticed his forehead with a thilak. It was shree krishn thilak. He was tall, handsome, fair and he kept thilak of 'my love' (krishn) but still I dont know why I didn't like him. That was the only thing I remembered about that day.