I wish you were mine | Jori

find a friend

Tori's POV:

Wow, I never knew so much could happen in 2 days. I've became really close with Jade West. Jade West wants to be my friend. Jade West, the closed of girl who doesn't let anyone in let me in, Jade West came to me for help. Is this a dream?

Ok, no time to think about that. Now, how on earth am I supposed to find Jade? I could ask Beck because he knows her better... Tori, you dumbass, Beck just broke up with Jade. Ughhhhhh what am I supposed to do now? How can I find her? Ok Tori, think... think! Where would Jade West go if she needed an escape from something? My house, exept she's not here right now. So where is she ? God, she could be in danger, please tell me she's not in danger, please tell me she's ok. I can repeat this to myself as many times as I want but it won't make it true.

How did she live like this? She just always pretended everything was normal. I mean, a lot of people go through this and it's normal-ish for teens but this is different, more serious. The fact she didn't tell this to anyone but Beck, and he was the only person she let in, trusting him. But then, even after all of that, he just quit on her, destroying her, killing her trust. But she still trusted me. She's so amazing for that, and I don't care about her overprotective, mean and negative side, I love her for it, she's still amazing.I love her. Wait what? I what her? I love her. I love Jade West, wow. I mean, I always knew I had some feelings for her, but still, I pushed it away and forgot about it. And now, I'm admitting it, I love Jade West.

Well, if you love her Tori, then go save the girl! Ugh, I really can get distracted with my thoughts. I still haven't gotten my license so I have to ask Trina to drive me, well, beg.

"Trina, where are you?" I shouted.

"Whaaaaaaaaatttttt?! I'm painting my nails!"

"Can you pleeeeeeaaaaase drive me somewhere?"I said while walking up the stairs to Trina's room.

"Why and where?" She asked.

I honestly didn't even know, I just needed to find her. How though? Where even is she? What if something already happened, what if I'm too late? The tears, stress and worry that I was holding back came up, killing my calmness. My heart was pounding so loudly it could probably be heard on the other side of the room. I knew this was not the time to panic, that I didn't have time, but the thought of something happening to Jade right now kills me. Gosh, why did I let her leave?

Trina, from the other side of the room noticed my stress and rushed to me.

"Hey, Tori, what's wrong? What's going on?" She said calmly, taking my arms to turn me to her. People think she's only annoying most of the time, but Trina can be a great caring person and sister when she wants to be, and right now she noticed that this was serious.

"Tori? Calm down and breath. Look at me."
I moved my gaze to hers as she spoke to me reassuringly. "Whatever's going on, we can fix it, we'll figure it out. But for that to happen you gotta tell me what's going on" she whispered, fixing me with a concerned look. I nodded slowly and we made our way to her bed, sitting on the edge.

I sat down and started telling her what happened. Of course, I didn't tell her everything, I just told her that Jade and I are getting closer as friends and that she started talking to me more. She opened up to me and we are more connected than ever now. Then, one day, Jade accidentally called me and I heard her dad... abuse her. It was pretty hard for me to tell Trina that part because it was still hard for me to comprehend and well, everything is wrong about it. I know I shouldn't be saying this to my sister but I know who she is and that she won't tell anyone anything, especially because this is serious. Also if I want her to help then that means that she needs to know. So now I have to go find Jade but I don't know how and where she could be.

"Okay, so, do you maybe know where she would go if something would happen? " she asked and I shook my head. "Oh, there's the find a friend thing on our phones, that could work!"

How can I be so stupid!? Of course! I got out my phone and immediately started looking for Jade through it. After a few long seconds, it finally showed Jade's location, sending relief through my body. It showed her on the street close to school. I jumped out of the bed and headed straight for Trina's car, while she ran behind me. We both got in and I told her where to go.