Sebastian x reader

The White Room

After both of your breathing goes back to normal Sebastian pulls out and flops next to you on the bed, pulling you into his chest as he did making sure you were comfortable, he pulls the cover that had fell on the floor over you two and cuddles you back. You couldn't wait for what tomorrow would bring after all you are his.

You woke up, tangled up in the bedsheets, sun shining on your face as you sat up lazily, wiping some sleep out of your eyes, you had a slight smirk on your face as the memories from last night came back to you in an instant. You looked at the clock on the wall and decided it would be best to get up, so you got out of bed and walked towards the bathroom and started to run a bath, after having a bath you walked back into your room and started to look for a dress, one particularly court your attention (Go on polyvore and look up solilor sweet comfortable long sleeves lace bowknot blue Gothic victor ) .You had to admit you looked amazing in it not to mention very sexy. You put your hair half up and half down and stared at yourself in the mirror, you still hated your different eye colours but it didn't really matter to you any more if he liked them you did. Just then you felt everywhere he touched you, it burned but not in a bad way. Your hand lightly traced the places Sebastian's hand felt last night, it was amazing how his touch still lingered on your skin, you closed your eyes and pictured everything that happened last night. You smiled once more before slipping on a pare a white doc martins and heading out your room and down the hall.

You walked into the drawing room to fine it completely empty, confused you went to Ciel's office 'If he wasn't in the drawing room he must in his office', well that is what you thought but yet again the room was completely empty. You then started to panic and checked nearly every room in the house but you couldn't find anyone anywhere not even Finny, Mey-Rin or Bardroy. You went back to your room and opened up your double balcony doors ( Sorry I have no idea what they're called) and walked onto your open balcony, that you didn't know you had, and looked around the garden desperately trying to find anyone, but you couldn't, it was completely deserted. Loads of thoughts were rushing through your head like ' Where was everybody?' ' Where did they go? ' ' Are they coming back?' ' Where's Sebastian?'.

You fell on to your knees and started to cry a little, Why were you always alone? From the last thing you remember you were alone, didn't anyone like you? Didn't they care?. You sat there thinking deeply about these questions, tears daring to fall from your eyes as you did. Suddenly you screamed in pain when a shot of pain ran straight through your head, you brought your hands to your head and screamed again as a much bigger and sharper pain shot through your head and when you thought it couldn't get worse the inside of your head started flashing white. Just then your whole vision went white and the pain started slowing fading away until you were left with the terrible memories. You opened your eyes to find that you were in what seemed to be a massive white room that carried on for a VERY long time. Still shaking a little you stood up onto your feet and looked all around you to try and fine a clue of where you were or what happened, but you couldn't see anything but white.

"H-Hello?" You called out. "Is anyone there?" you asked a bit louder afraid that you were alone. You repeated this a couple of time but got no answer so you decided to give up and thought that it might be best to try and look for a way out. You were about to start walking when you heard a faint voice behind you. "Mommy?" You turned around but found no one there. You thought it was your imagination and carried on walking, you took a few more steps before you heard the voice once again but this time more louder. You quickly turned around where the voice was coming from, but once again you saw nothing but white. " Hello?" You asked "Who's there?" You went quite and waited for an answer, when you thought that you wouldn't get one you started to walk in the direction that the voice was coming from, you were walking for a long while before you heard the voice once more but more clearer, you turned around and found a little girl, she had her back to you but you could tell she was crying.

You ran up to the little girl and turned her around to get a better look at her. She had pale white hair and a pretty pink and white frilly dress ( http://wheretoget.it/look/1430519 ) and for some reason the dress looked oddly familiar. Her hair was in a pony tail tied together with a pink ribbon. ( https://www.pinterest.com/pin/430375308114354224/ ). You couldn't see her face at all since she was looking down.

"Hey..... What's wrong?" You asked trying to look at her face but as you did she covered her face with her hands, her whimpers getting even more louder and you don't know what happened to you but you hugged her while whispering that it was OK and that nothing bad will happen to her. Soon her crying started to fade and you let go of her, you then looked her in the face and asked her why she was crying. Suddenly she stopped crying altogether and looked up at you, you gasped as you saw her eyes, they were blue and pink! You jumped back in surprise and stared right at her as she stared back at you, until she finally spoke. "She will never forgive us" She whispered 'Wait what did she mean us?!' " She doesn't want us" The girl said quietly ' Who is she?' "She will never accept us" The girl said louder. Before she could carry on you interrupted her. "What do you mean by us? Who is she? What are you talking about?" You asked searching her eyes for an answer however she kept a straight, emotionless face as she continued to speak. " We are barren, we are useless, we are unclean" She says just above a whisper. "We are defiled, we are un pure, we are tainted, we are corrupted, we are unnecessary, we are unwanted, we are unclean!" She started to raise her voice little by little as she carried on speaking. "Sniff out the unwanted, sniff out the unclean, sniff out the unnecessary!" As she repeated these words the pain in your head grew even more.

Your head felt like it was about to burst, the pain was unbearable but you'll be damned if you were about to give up. The little girl kept repeating everything she was saying, hatred in her voice as she spoke, keeping at a normal tone level she continued to repeat her previous words until you couldn't take it any more, you grabbed both of her arms and raised your voice above hers. " Who are you? What's your name?" You asked her making her stop and look at you. Her emotionless face stayed the same as she tilted her head towards you and said " I'm you" Suddenly the pain got to much to handle and you screamed out as loud as you can before you passed out.