Ruin Me +18

Chapter 12

Axels pov

She's beautiful with her a shining blonde, her golden hair catching the light and glittering like spun gold threads. Her eyes are a deep, dark brown, almost black, like the depths of an ocean. The contrast between her hair and eyes is striking and almost piercing as she looks at you.

She has sharply defined features, with high cheeks and a narrow chin. Her lips are full and rosy and her nose is small and delicate. Despite her striking looks, there is something vulnerable about her, like a delicate flower in a thorny bush.

"What you reading?" Nadia asks as she chimbs into bed."Shakespeare." i say showing her the cover. She laughs lightly,, ."I didn't take you for a Shakespeare guy." she whispers softly into my ear while playing with my hair. "Well I am." I reply.

I don't remember when my fake wife and I got to point where we would lay in bed, like this so close so intiamately. It could be the loss and anger that's made us so close or maybe it's the facts that I've allowed myself to dream,fantasize. She's perfectly broken and like the weirdo I am, I love broken things I always have. I had a dream about her, it was amazing, she was mine and I was hers, we were each others.

Over the past few days I have let go of my walls, some of my walls, letting her see me as I wish others would. She  softly gently stroking my cheek and looking deeply into my eyes. I close my book and put it on the dresser. As if the spirit of a sexually repressed teenagers took over me and I couldn't resist my desires. I kissed her, my lips meeting hers in a soft but passionate kiss. She responded eagerly, her lips meeting mine with equal passion. The heat of her mouth against mine was overwhelming.

I pulled her on top of me, closer to me, our bodies pressing together tightly. The smell and taste of her was alluring, making it impossible not to get closer to her. Our tongues intertwined, our fingers running through each others hair.We lost ourselves in the kiss, our bodies melting together as one. It was like fire, burning away all rationality.

We were locked in a passionate embrace, our lips locked together as the heat of the kiss escalated. My hands roamed all over her body, exploring her curves and caressing her skin. The feeling of her body was euphoric, and I wanted to feel every single inch of her.

The fire spreading throughout my body grew hotter and hotter, and my muscles tensed. I was lost in the moment, overwhelmed by the intensity of our passionate embrace.

Our bodies were intertwined, and I could feel every part of her against me. My hands roamed from her back to her thighs, sliding up her smooth skin and wrapping around her hips. My heart beat faster and faster, each throbbing beat filling me with more and more desire for her.

We broke apart for a moment, both breathing heavily. I looked at her face, her lips swollen and her cheeks flushed. Her hair was wild and her face flushed with excitement.

"I want you," I whisper breathlessly, my body trembling with desire.

She meets my gaze for a long moment before whispering back, "I want you too."

Our eyes lock, her gaze full of passion and desire. Our lips meet once more, and this time there's no hesitation. It's two bodies fully melded together, two hearts beating as one, two minds lost in a sea of passion."Wait...."Nadia says breaking away from the kiss." We probably shouldn't be doing this... it breaks the agreement. "she says getting off me and laying down next to me." You're right. I'm sorry. "I reply.

As pained as i feel all i could do was agree, I had to agree.She was right as much as I wish I could have her the way I wanted to, I couldn't she had rules and i broke them,i broke her rules.So we lied there next too each other in the deep silence. As pathetic as this will sound, even if we would have anything sexual tonight there is no reason for us to lay in bed separate.

I wrap my arms around her and pull her close, savoring the feeling of her warmth and softness. Her body feels so perfect and natural to mine, as if we were made to be together.Our bodies fit together like puzzles pieces, melting perfectly into each other. I bury my face into her neck, relishing the scent of her hair and skin.I feel her body melt into mine, and I breathe her in.

Nadia begins playing with my hair again, I feel myself drifting closer and closer to sleep, my body growing lax and heavy. It's a peaceful feeling, like I'm drifting away into a tranquil ocean of restfulness. My heart beats slower and slower, my breathing becoming shallow.

Soon, the world around me begins to fade away and I allow myself to fall into a deep sleep. My body sinks deeper and deeper into the cushions of the bed, deeper into her, my muscles relaxing and releasing their tension. "Night Axel."