Chapter 2

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NIALL POV

 I can't belive it , Liam isn't mad at me. But Louis & Zayn are im pretty sure. They won't talk to me. Zayn will walk by and smile , But thats all. Im worried. I feel useless and just a mistake. I make so many of them. My mum hates me. My dad really hates me. I mean the only person that was helping me was Megan. But I hurt her too. I broke her heart. I told her she should just leave , because I really thought it was the end of me. I don't know how to get her back. I need her..She knows everything. The beatings , The cuts , and the mostly importantly suicide. I never knew that one night could change everything. I rememver everything that happend.

Flashback:

Mum can we go to the ice cream store. I want some ice cream. Yeah sure , Just let me tell your dad we're going out. I remember going getting in the car, and we we're on our way to the Ice cream shop and me and my brother Greg was in the back seat messing around and we started fake fighting and my mum turned around to stop and she didn't relize it but there was a big semi and I yelled i tried to help her. Then the next thing that happend was i woke up in the hospitle. My mum died. My brother Greg was okay. He broke a couple bones but i had to live with that. I killed my mum. Atleast thats what my dad said. He blamed me becuase we were fighting me and my brother. Greg had left and it was me and my dad. He would hit me all the time if i didn't do what he said. One time he came home so drunk that he threw a knife at me then he drug me outside and it was freezing and just beat me , Luckly     Megan heard everything and she ran over to my house. I loved her so much. I never meant to hurt her. I need her back..I also need my best mates back. Before i mess up again.

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