I'm currently writing this at 10:05pm in my bed, ima just tell you about my day.
Okay so, for about two months I've had a crush on this guy we'll call D for now. Every chance I get I just kind of admire him, I won't talk to him because I get to nervous and i know he doesn't like me... yet😜✌🏽... anyways. Today I was doing the usual just kind of staring at him. And he was FUCKING STARING BACK AT ME. I did the thing where I look back and then I look away again because they ate still staring at me, it was so embarrassing😭. After that I continued staring at him. And he was staring at me AGAIN. I stared at him back for a little then look at something else pretending I wasn't trying to stare at him. And prior to that isth he was smiling at me😍. And his smile is so fucking charming I don't know how to explain it but when he smiles he has these lines, lemme just find a picture ID code... -->https://pin.it/ 4jqBoBgfW.
Like of you don't stop smiling and drop your pants already🤗. I be low-key catching him starring at me when I'm with my friends, he's literally my husband💍. I have to get a glowup asap, I have ance and mid clothes, if I want that dingaling I gotta work for it, like I low-key want him to leave me like this after we do it : 👩🏽🦽➡️. And I swear to God I saw him wink at me, LIKE IF I WASNT BLACK I WOULDVE BEEN BLUSHING LIKE CRAZY💘. But there's also one bad thing about liking him. His friend is kind of an asshole and makes fun of everyone, him and his friend sit near me in one of my classes, and I don't know why bit everytime ots quiet and they randomly start whispering and laughing i get so scares they are laughing and making dun of me and that my crush is making fun of me, I literally have to physically hide myself, get up or straight up leave the class. Because if I don't I get extremely nervous and awkward.
ANYWAYSSSS I got to smell him today his smells like coconut😋. I want him to coco nut on me🥰 (without the coco)
I swear if he doesn't come up to me and says he likes me and then kisses me on the mouth I'm gonna flip out. And I'm making sure I look good tomorrow.
Anyways BYEEEEE.
