What do when you are stuck and not know what to do. I mean yes there is stuff I should know how to do like cook. The only problem I am having is where I live. Let me put this way if I learn how to cook. I have to do it all the time ever where I live the other one can cook just fine. I am afraid they will take advantage of me.
Well I guess what people say say is true sometimes your family can't help you. I guess it doe help that they know I am a little. I am the one that gets stuck doing everything. People think because i have no life i will just help them when ever they need help. I mean my other problem is I just say yes. I mean why not but the more I do it. I see the stuff I am missing out on so I get a little bit sad. I would like to fix that but I just do not know how.
Do not get me wrong I like most of it. The only problem is I do not get to have a life and because of certain things I can't ever get one. I thought I was oh ok with it and for a lot of the time I was oh ok with but now that I know about little J. I need to get a life, or I will never be happy. I want a family of my own. I will find a guy that loves me for me and I do mean all of me little J in included.
I just need help from someone that is not family. The only problem is I do not know people outside of my family. Let's just say I hang out with wired people when I want to high school. I have not heard from them. I keep trying to find at least one of them. They were why I got up to go to school was to see them. I mean it was only 4 people that I hang out with and I can't find them now on anything but I will not give up. I guess I need someone. I mean I do not care if it a guy or a girl right now I just need someone to understand what I going through. That would be the best thing ever right now.
