My Fallen Angel

Chapter 29-Air

This is the part where usually the right thing to do is to face the enemy and tell him you can't do this anymore and you leave. That's a load of crap though, I'm trapped and I know it.
I never thought I would end up here.

I should've known it from the start. I should've known Austin meant it when he said he loved me. I used to think I would not be safe with him but not was I wrong. I should've known he meant no harm. Now look at me now, I'm pregnant with the child of my loves enemy.

After Olivia had told Seb I had 'an eyelash in my eye' he walked back to our seats and Olivia and I planned to tell him I want to spend time with her.

He was completely oblivious to the fact that it was more of an escape plan. Somehow I feel anxious and terrible for toying with his heart like this but, I can't tell my heart who to love.

Love works in mysterious ways.

At the moment I'm getting off my bed and preparing for my long and secretive day with Olivia when Sebastian drops me off at the shopping center so I can wait for Alex.

You're thinking... Alex?!?! Your ex! Well I'm not going to keep a grudge because honestly if it weren't for him I would have never met Austin. I forgave but I can never forget. Simple as that.

"Babe you ready?" Sebastian asked while I was trying to fix the strap of my sandals. I look up and place the hair over my eyes behind my ear and nod.

"Yeah I'll just grab my phone and bag. I'll be down in a bit baby" I said with a fake smile

He beamed "Alright, I'll be in the car." he said and winked

He shut the door and I saw a message from Olivia.

Olivia: I'll be waiting by Forever 21. x.
I sigh and head down as quick as possible. I spot Sebastian talking on the phone. I tap on the window so he can open the door, when he does he hangs up right away causing me to give him an awkward look.

"Who was that?" I ask

"Mom." he says with an annoyed look "She wants to meet you tonight."

And there goes my plan. See now I feel even more guilty for playing him this way. He's ready to introduce me to his mom, this is a huge step.

"Oh" is all I can manage to say

He nods "Don't worry if you don't want to-"

"I'm not ready, tell her maybe Saturday. I really want to have fun with Olivia today. When I'm back we'll talk yeah?" I smiled and took his hand in mine. He looks down at our intertwined fingers and kisses my knuckles.

"Okay. Now we're here don't let me hold you up." he pointed to Olivia who was texting on her phone with a serious look on her face. I continue to stare at her thinking and hoping this plan goes well. I turn back to Sebastian who just grins.
He's down so much for me and here I am planning to leave his side with his child. Damn me for being so cruel but I hope the baby doesn't hate me when I tell him what I did when he or she is older.

"Okay. Goodbye." I sigh and open the door but he takes my wrist and furrows his eyebrows.

"Goodbye?"

I nervously chuckle "See you later my love." I smile

He sighs with a breath of relief "Oh okay for a moment there I thought you were leaving-

I cupoed his face "Never." I assured him. More like myself. I pecked his lips and felt no butterflies or sparks. Nothing. "I love you" I lied

"I love you too." he smiled and kissed my forehead