The life of band kids

First day, first friend.

Summer vacations are already over. I don't miss my old school nor my classmates. It wasn't necessarily because they were mean to me. I just didn't connect with anyone and they didn't wanna connect with me either. I kind of like being alone, it gives me time to have deep thoughts about different subjects. I write about my thoughts on different things sometimes. For exemple, yesterday I wrote about how music makes me feel. I think I started having quite an interest in music, especially when it comes to playing it. That's why I decided to go to a music program in the school i am going to be attending. I recently got the answer, I was accepted. It does stress me out tho, will I be able to learn ? Will I truly like it ? Will it be like every year where I can't make friends ? No. I want to make a change this year, I have to try making friends at some point. I'm in high school now, I need to change.

- '' Kyuma, go wake up your brother breakfast is ready ! '' says my mother from downstairs.

I get out of bed, open the curtains and hurry to ayato's room to wake him up.

- '' Ayato, time to get up. Breakfast's downstairs. ''

Ayato's always liked school more than I do, probably because he has friends easily. Mom often worries about me ending up alone forever, I get her point. I think making a change would be good.

- '' You've got everything in there ? Paper sheets, books, crayons... '' mom starts looking at the list she's holding. Mom always makes sure we don't forget anything.

After finishing breakfast I head to the bathroom and grab my hair brush. My hair is pretty long and I like that. Ayato always wants to braid them, I let him when we're not going out only, I don't want to be laughed at.

- '' Kyuma, can I braid your hair pleaaaaassseee ? ''
Asks Ayato with puppy eyes.

How can I say no to him ?

- '' that's okay, go on. ''

Mom usually drives us to school, but since my new school is pretty close to our house I can walk to it. I wave goodbye to my brother and her then head in the opposite direction. First day it is.

It didn't take long for me to start seeing the school's building, it looked old but in good shape. There's a little forest behind it and many tables, bench are around. I'm already scanning the outside for a place I could sit later. I'm quite early so I don't see many other students.

I end up sitting on a bench to wait. About ten minutes later buses start coming in, cars, people of course. This school is much bigger than my old one.

- '' Everyone please head inside and grab your schedule please ! '' Says someone at the front doors.

Hearing so, me alongside everyone else start heading inside. I'm stressed honestly. What if I don't find my classes ? No, I have to stay positive, this day will go smoothly. It'll be alright.

- '' Alright, everybody line up here we'll be handing you your schedules. '' says that lady again, now behind a table.

I take a moment to look at my schedule and where the classes are. I start first period with music, nice. That would be upstairs probably. Wait, what about our lockers ? They didn't tell us ? I don't know what to do with my stuff. I can feel myself stressing out on the spot. It feels like I'm going from a 0 to a 100.