Abuse [Yoonmin]

Part 8 - Jimin's suffocating feelings

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Cleaned everything along with myself, put some clothes on and went downstairs.

After I cleaned up everything I got out of my room and went downstairs for having dinner. There I saw yoongi and that girl sitting together and watching TV

"hey go at survire food at the dining room"

Yoongi said I just nodded and went at the kitchen to get everything ready. I took the plates and went to the dining room there I saw yoongi and that girl talking and laughing together I got really jealous she have no right to be like that with my husband

"why are you there come and survive I'm hungry"

That girl said I didn't say anything and survived them

Yoongi's side

after jimin survire he went he 'didn't eat anything' tough

"Jimin"

"yes" Jimin said

"did you ate anything"

I don't know why I'm even asking but I felt like that my mind hates him but my heart don't hate him that much I'm confused with my own feelings

"I did"

I nodded and he went

"why do you even care Yoongi"

" who said that I care"

"fine let's eat"

after dinner she left. after she left I went to my room I had the bath and put my pajamas on

Jimin's side

after I left I went to my room I want it to scream my lugs out and cry but I didn't had tears anymore nor voice to scream I felt like they are suffocating me I laid to my bed and fall asleep.

The Next Day

I woke up but my whole body was hurting maybe because of the scratches but it was paining bad

Yoongi's side

I didn't have any sleep at all my mind was thinking why I even cared for that shit I angrily left my room and went to his room
  
Jimin's side

Yoongi came angrily to my room

"good morning"

he didn't say anything and took out his belt I start taking steps backwards until my back hit The wall. He raised the hand with the belt

"w - what are you doing Yoongi"

He didn't answer me and hit me with the belt

"P - PLEASE NO"

he didn't listen to me and continue to hitting me but little did he knew that I was already badly injured my wounds start bleeding

Yoongi's side

I was hitting him until blood came out from his body. I stopped. He was crying so hard and blood had already made a pool. He started getting really pale my heart was saying me to take good care of him but my mind took over me the time I was hitting him. The boy start getting more pale I got scared if he could die anytime soon. I took him from the floor and placed him on the bed. I went inside the bathroom and bought water then went to his room closet and took a pair of clothes for him like that I went his the bed and took out his clothes. The thing I saw next got me scared his body was covered with scars and wounds which were now open because I hit him, he also had some brushes because of the mental thing on the belt

The boy wasn't moving not had his eyes open I got even more scared and panicked so I decided to call the doctor half an hour had passed by and the doctor was still checking up on him after 10 minutes more the doctor got out of the room I went to him

"Is he okay?"

" I can't say so because his body  have lost a lot of blood plus that the scratches are way too deep. A little more deep and it could have cost his life, so take good care of him don't even try to stress him or make him sad take good care of the boy"

I nodded and he left.

I went inside the room Jimin was still sleeping I went near him he had Bandages all over his body and still was really pale I took his hand on mine

'why my heart is confusing me so much my heart says me to love you but my mind says me to hate you to death but see you like that broke my heart. And who did that to you. It was someone or was it you who did that to yourself and if it was you then why you did that why could someone wanted to end his life or make himself suffer'

I thought all this until he opened his eyes after opening them he saw me he  quickly took his hand out of mine, got out of the bed and start taking steps backwards

"jimin don't be scared I won't hurt you hey I'm sorry please don't be scared"

"H-  how I know that y - you will not hurt m -me"

"I already said I'm sorry and I also think we have to have a little talk about you"

" if y - you want me to divorce you I w - will but please d - don't hurt m- me"

"divorce? No ofcourse No come and sit on bed"

He start slowly taken steps forward He said on the bed

Jimin's side

I sat on bed and then he took my hand in his

"Jimin what was all this wounds on your body?"

"W- what"

" the wounds who done them to you?"

"N- None"

"if no one did that to you then why you have this scratches on your body did you do that to yourself?"

I shook my head

"Jimin say me all the truth"

" N - no one d- did that "

" jimin I'm asking you one more time.  Who. did. that.?"

I didn't answer him do

"JIMIN I'M LOSSING MY PATIENCE!"

I flinched by the lound voice and my eyes start getting teary

Yoongi's side

After I yelled to him his eyes start getting teary. I panicked

"no no don't cry it's okay are you hungry"

he shook his head I nodded and went out of my room

Jimin's side

after he only left the room I saw my body it was covered with Bandages

Please forgive for any grammar or spelling mistake. English isn't my first language.