HER SAVIOUR

CHAPTER 10

ESHA'S POV

Let's see what tomorrow holds for me.

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We are on our way to his house, he is focused on his driving and I just can't stop overthinking.

What will they think about me?

What if they don't accept me?

I was lost in my thoughts when he spoke breaking my chain of thoughts.
''Stop thinking so much, you have been doing this since last night and it's called overthinking which you do 24 hours with so much dedication.'' He said slightly looking at me.

''No I am not thinking.'' I said looking out.

''Don't lie to me Esha.'' He said giving me a stern stare.

''I-I don't think I can do this. We should go back.'' I said.

''You are thinking way too much.''

''Please, I really can't do this we can try another day.'' I said with teary eyes my voice quivering.

I see his hands clenching, clutching steering wheel tightly. The car stopped and he turned towards me. looking at his hard expression, I looked down feeling ashamed of myself.

''Look at me Esha.'' He said in his hard voice.

It was me who suggested all this and now I am the one backing off. I can't look at him. he leaned in and grabbed my chin making me look up. My brown eyes clashed with his icy blues.

''You talk to me instead of keeping quiet and stop looking down don't make me say this again and again. I don't like to repeat myself got it.'' He said looking straight in my eyes.

Again i nodded my head in daze that's when he tightened his hold on my chin.

''Y-yes I-i understand.'' I said stuttering. He relaxed his hold and sat back and asked.

''Now tell me what's making you so nervous? As Far as I know you were the one who wanted to give in and try this relationship. What happened now?''

''I don't know please can we go back.''

''No, and this car is not going move until you tell me what's wrong. We have all the time.'' He said.

I stayed quit for some time collecting my thoughts.

''w-wha-what if your f-family doesn't like me, accept me? They will be angry with you won't they. What will they think about me? I am not a bad girl maan.'' I said anxiously looking at him.

He chuckled lightly and said. ''They are not monsters Esha but Of course they will be angry every parent would be angry knowing there son was married all these years. I know my family Esha they will not say anything to you whatever they will say they'll only say to me not you. I am the shield remember I won't let anyone say anything to you trust me I will protect you. Marriage is not our fault because of circumstances this happened and I don't regret this at all. You don't have to worry about anyone. No matter what happens there I will take the blame I won't let them blame you.'' He said being sincere.

''You make feel so bad about all this. I feel like I am the only one hesitating. It makes me feel bad. Why are you always so good to me. I don't deserve this.'' I said with tears rolling down my face.

''First of all It's normal to feel this way. You are going to meet people you don't know anything about isn't it natural for anyone to be little nervous about this situation. Second of all I am being good to you because you deserve it meri jaan never ever think so low of yourself and I mean it. If you keep thinking about yourself like this it is going to be hard out there in this harsh world. YOU DESERVE ME and so much more good which is yet to come and you know what it's other way around it is me who don't deserve you love.'' He said.