You hide behind your unfunny jokes,
I tried to humor you, and smiled.
You know I see it your eyes
Your guilt that you leave me behind.
When a child is an orphan,
They are abandoned.
If a child has only one guide,
Are they the same?
I'm always in between
You and my mom
How long has it been
Yet, I still act calm
I wished someone told me,
Just to hate you until it's gone.
Now my rage just a big one
Don't know if its still the right time.
You're this puzzle's
First word, as much you are mine.
Though it's not your name I want to call
It's my life I want it all.
