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Jungwons mind was running wild with thoughts. When the thought of him being their leader  hit him again. His mind was reminding  himself that falling in love again would be a distraction . What would his members think of the boy falling in love again that too with their maknae would they feel he isn't capable as a leader or would the company feel he's to distracted  to lead his group. What would Jay think would the boys start to drift apart . Would he not like the fact that I'm dating again.
All these thoughts clouded jungwons mind he didn't want to let anyone down. He turns back to his screen an puts in all his effort to work, tho he seemed to be more distracted then before. Jay occasionally  scans the boy an senses his upset mood. Jay thought the boy had gotten angry for some reason, but he knew jungwon  always pulls himself together." Jungwonah , we should head to the dorm it's getting late,we almost done either way an I also gotta go prepare diner". Jungwon  nods at his hyung. He quickly transfers a copy of their peice he worked on to his laptop as they head out to get their ride home.

As the boys arrive home jungwon  goes in for a shower. Jay had headed to his room to change. What the boys had not noticed was when they had entered Niki an Jake who was on the couch eyes the two boys Jake looked at them suspiciously an Niki had glared into their souls. His anger was very visible. Jake seemed  to notice after the two headed away an he taps his hand on Nikis thigh getting his attention I'm sure it's nothing, remember hyung does work alone with him most times" Niki nods I agreement calming a little but still a little upset that jungwon  wasn't his an he couldn't be the one to spend time with him or atleast be informed  that they will be working late together . He heaves out a sigh.
After a while Jay an Heesung  had prepared  dinner the boys had eaten an was all scattering around the house. The boys had all noticed how jungwon was awfully quite all evening. Jungwon  a while back while the boys were preparing food had decided  to work  on their music peice  but had become  frustrated  that he wasn't able to complete it yet . He felt as though he was stuck .
He had headed back up to his room in attempt to again try to work the peice out. Jay an Niki, Sunoo an Heesung  was discussing  the boys dull behavior. Jay says how he started at the studio  to be distracted. The boys had contemplated to send Heesung  up to him to try an help sooth or unravel the boy so so they could help him out. The three boys anxiously wonder around the kitchen  as the await Heesungs return. Sunoo hold on to nikis had seeing the boy digging into his hand anxiously. He was worried for his love he didn't like jungwon upset even before he discovered his feelings for him.Sunoo gives him a smile an a gentle squeeze Jay noticed an admired Sunoo. He walks closer to sunoo putting his arm on his shoulder  he doesn't  kow why but he really felt so drawn to sunoos beauty in the moment he places his lips gently on the boys cheek then quickly pulls away hiding his face in his mug sipping on his coffee. Sunoos heart warms with his action smiling at Jay as he rubs Jay's back gently reassuring  him then turns back to the sad boy Niki whose head was hung low in worry.

Heesung  was up at the room entrance  the door was open so he walks right in standing a bit distant  from the boy who was seated on nikis bed working on his laptop.He looks up spotting Heesung then pills his laptop closer making space on the bed an continuing his work.
Heesung sits down infron t of him heaving out a sigh. He really didn't knw how to start a conversation  with him. He was silently scolding himself for coming unprepared ."What up no inspiration?" Heesung questions not knowing wat else to ask as that he thought could be the most obvious reason."Something  like that" Jungwon whispers back. Heesungs puts his hand on wons shouldered you want to talk about it , you know a clear mind can always think better". Jungwon  knew he had to tell someone  about how he felt at some point but he still didn't know how the boys would react . His thoughts wonderedif he should play safe an distract Heesung or if he should risk it an tell it now an see what they feel.....

I realized the story's becoming a bit of a drag so I'm gonna try to finish it as soon as possible.

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