I saw it again, those deep dimples expressive eyes that always caught my attention. Those memories falling back again with just a simple picture of yours. Feelings for you suddenly rise up because of it, but I know it's not the same anymore. The sudden dream I want to have with you it's not the same anymore. Those smiles that lighten up my mood everyday it's not the same anymore.
I don't know if those over decades of feelings for you who is afraid to step it up gave up or just I realized that I just like the fact that we are together for almost a decade that I became dependent on your shining like a star persona that I can't loose it because it will never be the same.
I want to confess everything on the night before your special day. But this scaredy human being is afraid that it will never be same relationship we had. Sorry I didn't greet you for those years. I want to think everything and make it right. It was tough but I know now that as time flies it will never be the same.
Thank you for the wonderful memories I have with you. Sorry for everything, I will miss your smile and you cute dimple.
