Whispered Promise✔️

Chapter 32

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Raghav told Harshad about the whole 'prank on the Chauhan siblings' story.

"So our Siya actually did this. Wow, I didn't see that coming because till now, even after knowing Samiraa, Krish, and Siya for 5 years, I know Siya is not the one who will ever do something like this. It's like she is playful when she is with Manat, samiraa, krish, and sometimes with me. But it's new that she is laughing so much and enjoying it without giving a shit about the society and also doing pranks like this which can make someone seriously angry at her.......Huff it's difficult for me to digest.
But if it really happened, then thank you, Raghav. Because according to what Samiraa once told me that before their parents divorce and then death, Siya was just like this, the Don in her school, prankster sab teacher ke Nak mei Dum kar rakha tha usne. Iitne name diye there uuse teachers ne 'talking toy' 'innocent devil', 'don' etc. But after her parents' death she changed, she became quieter. Thanks for bringing my old Siya back, Raghav. Thank you so much, samiraa will be the happiest person when she hears about this prank, I'm telling you she'll be over the moon" Harshad said and hugged Raghav.

On the other hand, Siya was caught up with the ghosts in her mind. Something had happened, something that Siya least expected and something that shook her to her core.

She was in the puja ghar, in front of Krishna's idol. She sat down infront of the idol and threw her body at Shree Krishna's feet. Her body felt like a burden to her. She finally let her tears fall. She was crying like a baby. She was crying hysterically. Her eyes were red holding intense pain.

She let herself feel weak in front of her Krishna. Infront of all the other Gods and Goddesses. She was crying and pouring her heart out.

“Please stop it......Pr-prabhu I won't be able to bear it (sob) please god.......don't take such a painful test of my love.....(sob) he and I, we both will be devastated......please (sob) please I don't want to see him getting hurt........(sob) (sniff)...... I always want that beautiful smile on his face” Siya prayed.

“I had (sniff) I had always known that my Maan is the most handsome man and he has the most beautiful smile in the world (sob with a small sad smile)......... just to hear his laugh and not to bring tears in that mesmerising dark pitch black eyes, I'm ready to do anything, even if it's means to sell myself to that devil but trust me I would prefer to die instead of being in his arm......and I will.... I will end myself.........(sob) but-but hukum... I know he will be happy only when his family is with him, his heart is with him, his Siya is with him.......but I'm sorry Maan (sob)..... I'm helpless (sob) I'm so-so-rry (hiccups)....I'm h-helpless believe me (sob and sniff) I never ever felt this helpless, hopeless and miserable till now in my life....... I'm scared I-I’m terrified hukum” Siya cried.

“(hiccups and choke ).....Krishna ji why are you taking such a test? please I won't be able to see tears in those eyes (sob)........ they hold my whole world.......please I’ve had enough of the pain in my life...... I won't be able to let him go like I let go of my parents...... I had decided to go with flow only for their happiness (hiccups) .....Even though I was able bear their separation but not Maan please (sob) not my Maan, not Hukum please don't separate him from me (sob) don't take him away from me (sob) ..... I won't be able to bear that, I will be broken please please….” She continues crying while putting her head near Krishna's feet.

“I'm sorry Maan...... I know that I'm gonna hurt you and I will be the reason for tears in your eyes. I'll be a reason for vanishing that beautiful smile, which had my heart.....(sob) but-but trust me I don't want it, I would prefer to die than bring tears in your eyes but I'm helpless, I'm so terrified right now that you have to stay away from me for now otherwise he.... he..... he will........... “ Siya suddenly stood up and said to herself,