The Broken Ballerina (One Direction)

Chapter 17

Chapter 17

"This is my fault! I'm going to her," a voice said. They were fighting outside of my door, all wanting to 'conform' me.

"Wait...why was she limping?" Louis said.

"Crap, crap crap." I said outloud to myself. The hallway went quiet until a knock on my door broke the silence. I kept quiet. The handle turned and quickly shut again. I kept my head buired into my hands and continued to cry.. I heard someone slide against the wall until the sat on the ground, beside me. Two strong arms wrapped around me. I felt safe and, I don't know, welcomed?

"Shh..I'm so sorry..I didn't mean to say anything," 'Ed' said while rocking me back and forth.

"Why? You describe me life prefectly in one word. Shit. I'm never good enough. I'm alway too dumb, the fat one, too ugly. I'm a waste of air. I was only loved by my dad but that wented out the window when my so called mum killed him infront of me. I don't deserve such nice people taking me in. They want to know me but I'm just a mess up kid who got raped by a different man everyone single night and cuts to get rid of the pain.. I..I don't belong here." I whispered the last part, before breaking down in tears. The room fell quiet but the hug nor tears didn't end. I felt a wet drop drop onto my shoulder. Please don't tell me I made him cry? I slowly took my head away from my hands and turned my head to look at him.. His head was bowed down but I could clearly recognise him.... I just told my feelings to Ed Sheeran... I'm so stupid! He lifted his head up but his eyelids were closed. A single tear ran down his cheek. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't be bothering you with my fudged up life. Just forget I said anything." By now Ed opened his eyes and stared into mine.

"Listen, you have nothing to be sorry about. You're beautiful and prefect. From what I heard an amzing dancer too. Please don't EVER think those things, never hurt yourself again." Ed told me. He than planted a kiss on my forehead. I wrapped my arms around him and whisptered "thank you".

"I can't take it any longer, I'm going in" Niall said from the hall. As suspected, Niall opened the door and quickly kneeled down infront of me. I broke the hug and faced Niall with my head down. "Your f-face? What happened?" Niall said while placing his thumb under my chin and raised my head. His eyes were gleaning with tears. Stupid make up wasn't water proof!

"It's nothing. I swear!" I said quietly.

"What happened?" Using a tone I never heard him use before. Scary.

"Nothing.." I replied again. I lifted my head up a tiny bit and saw Niall and Ed have a silent conversation with their eyes.

"Lads?" Niall broke the conversation. Hell No! I quicly placed my head into my hands. Just then everyone piled in through the door.

"What? What happened? Is she ok?" Zayn started rambling out questions.

"Amy Lee" Niall spoke. None of them EVER used my full name.

"Please..Niall?" I muttered slowly into my hands.

"Love, please? Remember what I said? Believe me." Ed soft voice spoke from beside me. I slowly took my hands away from my face. The room filled with gasps and a few curse words. Ed arm went around my shoulder and hugged me.

"Amy, who did that? Was it Matt?" Louis said kneeling infront of me. Harry kept quiet through all of this.

"What? No! I fell?" I said. It sounded more like a question.

"Please don't lie, no gets a black eye and half of their face covered in a bruise by falling." Louis said, looking straight into my eyes. I opened my mouth a few times before closing it. I've no idea what to say.

"I can't stand this crap with her anymore!" Harry spoke angrily before walking out of my bedroom and slamming the door behind him.

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Guys? This chapter made me cry. To be honest I feel like her sometimes.. Like I don't fit in... You know? But remember everyone is beautiful in their own way and no one can change that.

^^^^^ Woah....sorry if I depressed you all..

Love ya, grapes :)

-Michelle xx

P.S: Look up The Way by Ariana Grande. It's AMAZING!