So it's 2024 , the last time I updated was the middle of 2023, what has happened?
Where did I go?
Well it's a long story...
Basically first thing to confess I lost my will to write last year, it was a bad feeling but basically It happened because my first fanfic was still receiving a lot of backlash, the criticism was big.
Like imagine your working on different stories and most of the notifications you get are all coming from that one story and in the notifications is criticism head to toe, that was me.
Back then I was able to handle it quite a bit but as time moved on it started affecting me mentally to were in my new stories I would put..
"If you don't like the fanfic I would prefer you to peacefully leave and not leave hate and I'm sorry and hope you find a fanfic out there suitable to your liking."
Of course that kinda did not help and it kept coming.
Eventually during my real life I was having to focus on my mother who had Colon cancer, I was her caregiver so I was kinda stuck
Eventually after Wattpad my writing skills went away for awhile because my situation on here was not healthy for me so I had to leave.
Instead I worked on my tiktoks where I did edits of VN's and did my own art and that place did help me.
And I found love, I got a girlfriend, she shares a lot of things that I like too and we just connected so fast.
Everything was decent at this point until November came and sadly my mom passed away.
Let's just say things went hard after that and I have been having to deal with my gf's parents because they did not like the thought of their daughter being a pansexual and dating a girl, I was dealing with Christians, and I don't have a problem with that religion but these Christians were the bad Christians.
So ontop of my mother I was having to deal with that, but as for the rest of my family we have been doing a lot.
I'm 19 but I don't have a car or a job all because of insurance rising so I'm a at home daughter doing what I can around the house.
All things considered I still have a roof over my head, I got food and a family and I still have a gf so I was ok.
But recently I've been feeling like I wanted to write again but I knew the things I had to face coming back here but i already accepted.
So here I am and i already started a new SDJ fanfic but your probably wondering what am I gonna do with the other I have or the rest of my stories.
Well I have been planning to unpublish my old works, one is because im probably not gonna finish it and two I wanted to start fresh.
I was about to do it until I saw a direct message from one my readers not long ago stating they like my stories and I responded to them saying "im surprised you actually like them despite the writing my old."
They said they didn't just like it, they love it and they wish for me to continue writing on it and as much as I saw that as a sweet thing it is still my option if I want to unpublish or not so right now I'm really having to think on it since now I know it didn't get total hate.
And basically that's kinda it that's where I have been and what happened to me.
If you have anymore questions for me you can leave them below.
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And if you are wondering about my newest story and wish to check it out here it is.
Honestly might change the title idk.
But I love you all and here's to hope my writing has not left me
