falling for judd birch

back home

i sit in the almost empty bus home as i watch rain drip down the window in patterns. my airpods blasting music as i sit with my hand on my face and watch. dont get me wrong im excited to be home but ill miss what my life once was. but maybe this will be a good change for me. maybe.

i finally arrive to see my old home and see my red car sitting in the drive way waiting for me. i collect my bags and belongings and head off the bus. i open the door and see a huge white banner saying "WELCOME HOME MADDI" i smile as i see my red headed little sister running up to my arms wide open. "hey red head how have you been?" jessie smiles at me "ive been great i have so many friends im actually hanging out with them today and i was wondering if you'd like to meet them." "ofcourse just let me put my bags away and say hey to mom and dad." "YAY!" she jumps up and down. i put my bags in my room and say hello to mom and dad. once im done i call jessie to get in my car.  "so where we going?" she tells me the direction and we are on our way.  once we arrive and this 2 story house jessie hops out then i do. i walk behind her and she walks in. as we walk up the stairs i see a boy with black hair split in the middle with blue dyed tips. "hey judd." jessie says flirtingly. "what do you want." he says angrily looking down. once he looks up and makes eye contact with me. his eyes were quiet beautiful. "who are you." he asks me looking me up and down. "madison." "hm" he says walking past me. "oooooh" i say to jessie tauntingly. we walk into a room with 3 boys. "maddi this is nick, andrew, and jay." "hello" i say to them all. "hello" the little one says to me waving hello. the other too look at me in a weird way. "stop being creeps you too." i laugh as i look around. "hey jessie im gonna go to the bathroom." "ok" she responds as i walk out. i look around realizing i don't know where the bathroom is. i see the black hair boy again coming up the stairs. "fuck it" i think to myself. "judd." i say to him. "yes?" he looks at me and im speechless looking into his eyes. "um can you help me find the bathroom.." he rolls his eyes as he says "yeah come with me." we walk downstairs as he tries to walk in but its locked. " occupied!" i hear a female voice yell. "fuck. your gonna have to use my bathroom." he says to me as he brings me back upstairs and too his room. as soon as he opens the door i see 3 raccoons sitting in a corner. "those are my raccoons." he says to me shutting the door behind me "awwww are they friendly?" i ask. he looks suprised and says "if i tell them to be. come with me the bathroom." i follow him back but he walks in with me. "wow what are you doing." i say to him. "i wanna know who you are." he says stepping closer and closer to me backing me up to where im basically sitting ontop of the sink. "i told you who i was."
"you told me your name not who you were." he says STILL coming closer to me as he stands between my legs. "please judd i just wanna use the bathroom." "oh trust me i'll get to know you." he says looking me up and down putting his hand on my chin making me look at him. my stomach was FILLED with butterflies. id never felt this way before.
he finally leaves me to do my business but at that point all i wanted to do was run. i do my business and leave his room as he sits on his bed watching me leave.
i walk into the room and tell jessie it's time to go. once we leave and arrive home i run to my room and lay on my bed when suddenly i get a text.
"don't tell anyone about what happened." i was confused so i responded "what? who is this." "don't act like you forgot. like you didn't like how my hands touched your face and how i stood between your things. how i made you look at me." reading this made me rethink everything that happened. "fine i wont tell anyone" i respond. "good. then maybe it will happen again. maybe more. i know you liked it." judd responds. "believe what you want" i say back knowing he was right. "come to my house tomorrow. alone.." he told me. "why should i?" i ask. "you'll see." he says to me. after i think about it i finally agree. i wanna know what he wants from me. "fine." i respond as i go to bed.