More than this or Little things happening?

Searching In All The Wrong Places

A/N So this getting close to the end! I have a great idea for it! This is Skyla's view! YAY! Okay, it may be close to the end but there will be a squeal!! It shall be great! I hope any ways! I feel so proud of my writing skills now! They are growing! Thanks for reading, loves! Here way go! It might be short, don't know! Here we actually go!! Have a nice read!!

 Skyla's P.O.V

I am running. Running. It always deals with running with me. I ran away from my problems. It was my life. I can't coop with my problems, I just run.

I want my mommy.

I want Star!

I want Zayn!

Zayn lied! He said I wasn't a monster! Just look at me! I had to drink from a blood bag! My witch powers are stronger than before. I can't control them. I killed a person. He made me angry. I don't like it. I don't want this! I can't even enjoy the pain the razor caused me. I can't enjoy watching the blood drip from my wrist. Watching all my problems go away. I didn't run when I could cut. It was my passion. No one could take that away from me. Well, they can now. Being a vampire isn't what I thought it would be like. 

 Being able to be fast. Have power. Not being afraid of anyone. 

No you are fast. To have power you have to drink human blood all the time. Being afraid is just you. Your personality. 

 Stop thinking! Just move! I told myself. I felt my feet pound on the ground beneath me. The rocky ground. I was running through a forest or something. 

Something didn't feel right. My gut feelings were almost always correct. I felt like something back with Star wasn't okay. Like someone was stolen. Not me because I can feel her sadness and her anger. I deserve it. 

My thoughts roamed to Rider. Her perfect hair, eyes, body. She was just perfect. I couldn't stand to watch her cry. It is hard. It pains me as much as it does when Star cries. I can't handle Star's cries. I felt angry. 

At all the boys who made her cry, broke her down, hurt her.

I oath myself when I first met her that I'll try with everything I have to protect her. No matter if it is against a bunch of guys or a gang. 

She had that look. 

I couldn't keep it. I let Harry hurt her. I let her down. 

I was crying. I felt the wetness run down my face. I don't know where I am. I am cold. My feet are hurting. My legs burn from running since I left. I am hungry.

Crack!

I turned to the sound to find only a deer. I could here its heart beat. How it thought I was a part of its nature. I remember my mentor tell me that I would be more powerful if I learned more about the earth and become one with it. I tried but I couldn't. I guess I have now.

" Shh." I said. I knew it was hurt. The deer only wanted to lay down in peace. To rest. It back up when I reached out. I stood still.

" It is okay, I won't hurt you. I am a friend." I whispered. The deer came back sniffing my out stretch hand. After five minutes, the deer layed down and rested. I sat down next to it, petting it. I felt like I could get used to this. 

We stayed like for a few hours. Resting our tried bodies. There was rustling sound coming towards us. The deer looked scared. I felt panicked. I knew it was the deers. 

" Shh, I won't let anything hurt you, Bambi." I said. I looked around. I got up and it hit me. Sending me tumbling to the ground. It was a courage.