Little Deeper

LISTEN MY HEART

Y/n's POV

"Okay don't need to get panic I'll apply ointment on it just wait here I'll come back and don't do anything until I come back." Unnie said as she stopped laughing and walked outside the bathroom leaving me and mr. Kooki in an awkward situation.

"I'm sorry y/n I really didn't intent to do that. I didn't want you to feel uncomfortable around me please." Mr kooki again apologize to me to which I shook my head.

"You don't have to I know I can trust you mr kooki." I reassured him with my smile which he nod and response with a smile.

"I think I should leave now sorry once again." He again apologized and I made a done face to his sorrys. He chuckled looking at me before leaving me alone in the bathroom.

Its been ten minutes and this bite is still hurting a little bit. I couldn't help but blushed on the memories that flashed in my eyes. Thank God unnie came at right time or else I don't know what would've happened.I don't want him to feel awkward around me. His really kind and I don't want him to feel guilty I know he didn't do it intentionally I trust him more than anything it will be lie if I say I don't trust him more than my hyung, hyung was the first and last person whom I could blindly trust but now Mr. Kooki is the first and last person I trust him blindly. I know he will never do anything that can hurt me. Its just the situations we ended up in. We can't help because he's little bit clumsy just like me.

My thoughts snapped out when I heard bathroom door opening sound and there's mr. kooki is coming an ointment in his palm. He stopped infront of me. I frowen in confusion. Shouldn't it supposed to be unnie then why mr. kooki is here?

"Umm... sorry actually jimin hyung tip toed on stairs so noona taking care of him. She told me to apply this on y...your n...neck." He stuttered in last I can say he's very nevous. I don't know why but he always get nevous when ever the situations turn out like this.

"I... It's okay." I reassured him he sighed in relief I can say he was holding his breath from the long time. He come closer to me but this time making some safe distance between us. He looked into my eyes.

"Can I?" He asked for my permission to apply ointment on my neck which I slidely nod my head. Then he come closer to me before opening the cap of ointment and puting it on his index finger and gently applying it on my neck. I hiched when his cold finger touched my neck. His hard breathing brushing against my neck maybe he didn't notice it but he had almost buried his face in my neck. His soft cottony hairs teasing my cheek.

"Is it hurting?" He asked me in his deep husky voice more like a whisper. I shook my head. He blew there where he bite me I hissed and clenched on his shirt near his chest not because it was hurting because of his hot breath and aproximity Butterflies was having Disco in my stomach and my breath hiched in his every blow on the bite mark. He applying ointment and for every move he was blowing time to time. I clenched more on his shirt maybe he didn't bother to notice this, few seconds was like enternity to me he was done. Maybe now he noticed how closer he is to me but he didn't budged like he froze on his spot we locked our eyes. His eyes this is the first time I'm seeing something in his eyes like he's wanting to tell me something a emotion that I couldn't figure out those deep eyes showing some sadness or hurt. He back off but just a little bit.

Then I notice my hand is still clenching on his shirt. I looked at it then him he was staring at me. I tried to remove my hand but he held it making me gasped. My eyes widen in shock he never did this. Its not like I don't like it or I'm feeling uncomfortable with his touch its just so sudden that I can't process. I trust him more than my life. He stare at me for few seconds before speaking in his deep husky voice.

" Is love conditionial for everyone?" I couldn't understand what does he mean. Why is he asking such a question out of blue? I looked at him all confused and he was staring at my soul. He is so close to me so much just like before. He is still holding my hand then he placed my palm on his chest. My hand started shaking in nervousness. I can feel his heart beats is beating very fast making sounds like helicopter. I stare at my palm which is resting on his chest. Then I looked at him when I heard his next words.