Memories / Thv BTS FF

Chapter 4

"I'm sorry Jungkook.. I am really sorry.." I lowered my eyes as I moved away from him and took a deep breath, gently touching my lips.

"I knew it would happen.. Do not apologize.." He lowered his look embarrassed as he opened his mouth in order to speak again, but he just lowered his head and turned across his room.

"Jungkook.. I don't want this to ruin our friendship.." I rushed after him before he shut back the door.

"It won't destroy. Do not worry.״
Door shut.

Shit.. Shit.. What am I gonna do now?!- My thoughts began to fly when my head felt that in any second it would explode.

"New message: Unknown number"
I read the pop up message shown to me on the phone screen, still in the storm of emotions and the nervousness that took over me.

"That's Taehyung, are you okay, Sarang?" Sent at: 17:23

What do I answer him about that.. Everything is not okay.

"Everything's okay.. When did I you get my phone number?" I sent him back when I turned my body over to the little couch that was next to me in the room.

"Don't you remember I asked you for your phone number so I could ask you questions about the homework? And also... I am sorry for yesterday. Your boyfriend looked really unhappy" he returned a message after a few minutes, causing my fingers to quickly click on the message notification.

"He is my best friend.. We are roommates.. He was just tired.. Everything is fine," I sent back to him when I looked at the next message he sent in a sigh.

"Best friend huh?.. Okay"

What does "Best friend huh?" mean?״.. Everyone are possessive like I am a property." I mumbled to myself when I took a snack from our shared snack drawer.

-Ding Dong-

"Who is it...?" I rushed towards the door when I opened it, not even looking in the door peephole.
Sorry the snack is more important!

He stood there with his arm on the wall, his body leaning on the side of the doorway and a small envelope in his hands.

"What are you doing here...? Oh and I wanted to ask you and I forgot, but.. Where did you get my address from?" I looked at him in another glance as I ate more of the potato snack.
"I think you didn't understand right.. Don't you remember me?" He looked at me with a sharp and a little annoying look.

"What do I need to remember?" I asked him with a confused look.

"I've told you this before and I'll tell you again. No matter what happens. I want you to be happy, Kim Sarang." He looked back at me in order to examine my eyes, but I just froze for a moment.

Why is it familiar to me?

"Taehyung.. I don't understand what you're talking about.." I got out of the frozen bubble I was stuck in, but he just raised my head to look in his eyes.

"Don't you remember...? I promised to make you happy.. In the meantime, I'm just hurting you." He looked at me deeply into my eyes.
That look made me pause and not react.
That look made me feel strange again.
But this time the feeling was accompanied by fast heartbeats.

Maybe Jungkook was right?

"I don't...Remember... Sorry Taehyung.." I removed his hand from my jaw, but he closed his eyes and opened his eyes back.

"You don't remember because of the accident.״
The accident-?