Thinking of you is like imagining a hurricane sweeping through my heart unexpectedly. You have ripped up every root resembling stability and left me with piles of debris to cope with. You flooded me with emotions of happiness, fear, doubt, and excitement. I could choose to focus on the destruction and lost you caused within me. The reality of viewing everyone I care about suffering from your disruption. Or I could try to find beauty in the opportunity you have given me. Learning to start again. Creating a new beginning, even better than the life I had before.