𝕭𝖊𝖑𝖑𝖆𝖙𝖗𝖎𝖝 𝕷𝖊𝖘𝖙𝖗𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖊 𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖋𝖔𝖗𝖙𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖞𝖔𝖚

...𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖇𝖊𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖊𝖒𝖔𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖞 𝖘𝖊𝖓𝖘𝖎𝖙𝖎𝖛𝖊

Requested from the fantastic CatalinaCelesteBlack
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A warm spring day was already drawing to a close as you sit in your bedroom. All day long, you had tried your best to avoid contact with Bellatrix.
You don't really know why you can't stand her presence, because normally you can never get enough of her. But today, everything seems to be too much. Every kind word, every hint of any emotion overwhelms you.

But there is a knock at the door.
"Y/n dear, can I please come in?", Bella's voice sounds, which appears somewhat muffled by the closed door.

You sigh quietly because you really just want to be alone. You don't want to see anyone or talk to anyone. You just want this day to end as quickly as possible.

But you also know that it would be unfair to Bellatrix, so after a short while, you speak
"Yes, come in..."

With permission, the dark-haired witch enters the room.
Her expression shows uncertainty because, of course, she had noticed how much you had avoided her the whole day long.

Now she sits down next to you on the bed, although she keeps a little distance.
"Love... did I do something that upset you? I mean, you've ignored me all day today, and if I did something wrong... please tell me"

You slowly look at Bellatrix and immediately shake your head. Because of course she hadn't done anything wrong.
"No, don't worry. Everything is okay", you gave a quick answer.

But it doesn't sound particularly convincing because Bella looks at you while tilting her head concerned.
"I can clearly see that not everything is okay. Please, Y/n, your walls are so up... I just want to know what's going on"

"That's the problem. Nothing is wrong. Everything is as usual. But somehow, my emotions are different. So strong and overwhelming... I just can't deal with it, so I was trying to stay on my own. I've tried to control it, but I just can't. And it feels terrible." The words bubble out of you, and despair appears on your face.

But Bella looks at you calmly. She doesn't seem angry or judging, not even surprised.
"Oh, Y/n. It's nothing bad. I know it feels terrible for you, but it's nothing rare, nothing to be ashamed of. The majority of people struggle with something like this. And I understand you."

Relief spreads in your heart. Even though your feelings are still a mess and overwhelm you and make you sensitive, it feels good to be understood and supported.

"And I also respect if you need time for yourself and would rather be alone now. But please never forget. If you need me, I'll be by your side. No matter when, where, or how."
Bella's voice is very soft, and you can feel how she manages to calm you down at least a little bit.

Now she adds, her voice now very quiet, almost just a whisper
"Whatever you want and need, I'll do my best to give it to you..."

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Hey folks!
Finally, after several months, I wrote a new chapter.
Sadly, I have a lack of motivation to write at the moment, plus not as much time anymore.
But the fantastic weather today motivated me enough  :)
Can't promise when I'll upload next time, though <3