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Jevin angst🤭🤭

Hi my name is julian adams or how you probably know me Ijevin and this is the story of how I was 13 years old when i was murdered

I grew up in a relatively small town,most of the civilians knew one another.
Tho ive never really been a normal civilian ,have I?
My mother was a drunken tsundere, I dont even remember the last time ive seen her sober.

I doubt shes ever really cared about my existence,ever since I can remember sches never spoken to me. Ever.

And them theres my dad. Even though ive never actually met him him local residents told me he abandoned my mother when he found out she was pregnant with me. My mother despite her neglegance towards me she was quite a big figure of influence within the village before I was born and thus the residents would tell me that it was my fault that my mother was such a wreck and that if I hadnt been born everyones lives would have been better off and my mother would have gone to do great in the world.

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* On my 13th birthday my mother had almost killed herself again. I know its my fault but-....*
Suddenly my thought process was cut short by a voice.

„HEY! Freak, I heard your pathetic mom tried to off herself again,haha I bet she only did it to rid herself of you afterall youre like a damm curse...."

Things like this would happen very often, the elderly poeple in my village would teach thier children and grandchildren to stay away from me and that i was a monster. Because of thier actions i get bullied or frowned uppn constantly by everyone around me and I felt like even the newborn who didnt even know how to speak would judge me.
Despite this not being a rare occurance I felt my blood boil in my veins and my ears start to ring at his stupid laughter, I wasnt quite sure wether it was because he had insulted me or called my mother pathetic because dispite all ods i loved my mother deeply, she was afterall the person that fed me day in and day out and I felt furious at the thought if somebody disrespecting my mother.
I tried zoning out the rest of his yapping to concentrate on my breathing, if he didnt shut up soon I would crush his fucking skull to dust.

Even though i was trying my hardest to calm down even trying breathing exercises i had learned about in school the ringing just wouldnt stop , it started getting louder and louder as I could feel my self getting more aggravated my his bullshit and just like that a second later all i could her was a loud crack and the gushing of some type of liquid

When i opened my eyes there was nothing but red the floor, the boy,my hands,everything.

Red
Red
Red
Red
Red
Re- no blood
It was blood
BLOOD
BLOOD
BLOOD

*OH MY GOD WHAT HAVE I DONE-*

With realization my eyes widened and I stumbled backwards, I tried shuffling away but instead I hit a wall, a very human feeling wall.
When I turned my head I didnt recognize the person but I could recognize the emotions in thier expressien fear,anger,shock and absolute hatred

*BAAM*

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That had been when the actual terror of my life began, even though id thought it couldnt get worse what I had experienced up til then was nothing compared to what was still to come.

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„Hey Jev, ive been meaning to ask you uhm... why do you hate doctors so much?" Cleo asked me with so much nervousness I thought she would explode

„Oh uh."

„no no im so sorry i shouldnt have asked that was so rude of me you obviously dont have to answ..."

„Hey calm down, I dont mind really."

„Oh ok then."

„So uh, its just because of somethong that happened in my childhood." I hadnt talked about anything in my childhood in so long it felt wierd even just mentioning that I had one..

Before my thoughts could spiral cleo chimed in „ I know I really shouldnt pry but what exactly happened?"

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When I woke up I was found myself in a room which was strangely eerie.

*god my head is bloody pounding* was the first thing i could think of

I didnt know where I was or what I was doing here but I did know that my body had this wierd sensation , all my limbs felt weirdly tingly, it almost felt as tho I wasnt in my own body like my consciousness had jumped from one body to another.

I tried standing up to maybe get rid of this weird felling but when i stood up I started feeling really faint and almost passed out so I decided it was best to sit down for now and try to asses the situation im in and figure out how id gotten here. All I could remember was Getting hit by the mysterious person, but everything else was totally blank. While I was trying to figure out what happened the lock in the Door started Turning. I immediately froze up and scooted back towards the wall to protect myself from any potential danger. I was not expecting to see the person who walked through that door. It was the local village doctor. The grin on his face was so sickening that it made me want to curl myself up into a ball. The next 10 minutes were a blur and all I could remember was one thing the doctor had said to me. Julian Adams died on the 29th of December at 10 PM Cause of death beaten to death. The shock that must've shown on my face did not disturb the doctor and all, and he continued telling me what had happened. He explained that the father of the child whom had tragically passed away due to blood loss from his injury was the one who killed me. I was stunned I-I was dead I had died on my own 13th birthday...
In that moment, I also realized that I had killed somebody with my own two hands, I felt like a monster. And just then my brain started to actually comprehend what the doctor had told me and I asked him what he meant by I had died, since I quite clearly was still alive in this very moment. once again, he did not seem fazed by the question at all, and he simply told me that I had died on my birthday at 10 PM but now I was back alive. I was starting to get really overwhelmed with all this information and asked him how it is possible that I am still alive. At this point, he was starting to scare me because he still had that blank and emotionless look on his face. With that look on his face, he told me that one vital point of information that would forever change my life he said " Mr. Adams you're aware that I am the only doctor and scientist in our village so to put it quite simply I've been experimenting these past few years on a way to create a new life form and you were the success to my research. You're my first successful test subject, I have reincarnated your mind by turning your body into one of a slime." I was speechless this was also when i realised that my arms and legs were blue and slightly see through instead of my usual skin tone. Whith that realisation i took of as fast as I could and sprinted out of this maniac's lab.

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The next few years if my life were torturous. I left my village to be as far away from that man as possible even though i was sad to leave my mother behind i knew she would be better off without me. I spent my teenage years living in the wild like some animal since I was to afraid to step foot into a village because of my appearence.I remember almost starving more times than enough but I did learn how to make due with what nature has to give.

After afew years when I was 18 I met xisuma while he was out exploring and joined hermitcraft.

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"Its nothing crazy I was just scared of doctors as a child" of course that wasnt true but I dont think I will ever share what happened all those years ago.

"Ah i see.." is what cleo answered even though it sounded like she didnt quite believe me she let it go which I was very glad about.

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Hey guys I really enjoyed writing this one and hope you all did too

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