[√] 𝖦𝗁𝗈𝗌𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀 - 𝖳𝖺𝖾𝗁𝗒𝗎𝗇

25

"Taehyun you're cruel you know that, why didn't you tell me you're sick huh? Why do I have to know in this way, if you had told me earlier then I would spent my last December with you by now." I look over at Taehyun who lying in the hospital bed, looking so pale like the first time I saw him in his soul form.

"Why you must suffer alone, you know I would never leave you if I knew the truth. When you disappeared, I thought you had someone to replace me only to know you were in a coma after your chemotherapy. Forgive me for having a thought of you cheating, all this time I thought was not that important to you that's why you couldn't remember me."

"But the truth is that you feel too guilty to tell me that why you having a hard time remembering me because you don't want to experience the same regret feeling again." I caress your lifeless hand, I lean forward to fix your blanket to warm you up.

"Yeorin." I lifted my head to look at you but you seem to be peaceful sleeping.

"Yeorin.." I looked behind me and there I saw you, standing in the corner of the room

You glanced at your sleeping body, I followed your movements as you walked towards me.

"I'm sorry Yeorin for not telling you sooner." You said as you stood behind me, not wanting to let me see your face.

"Why are you hiding it from me?"

"I'm just.. scared." his voice broke a little, and immediately I stood up turning to face him.

Your teary eyes met mine, you held back your sobbing as I cupped your face.

"H-hyun, I'm s-sorry. It must be scary for you, right? Suffering alone with your battles, I'm sorry for not being there for you. It's okay Hyun, I'm not mad, I understand why you doing this. Let go of the burden feeling in your chest, and get rid of the guilty thoughts, I'm here Hyun. You can finally be free now, you have done enough for me, for you, for everyone. Let's end this suffering yeah?" I tried my best to not let the tears fall, I wiped away the tears on Taehyun's cheek.

He held my hand brought it to his lips and kissed it lightly.

"Sorry for everything my sunshine, please remember I love you the most."

"I know Hyun, I love you in all universe." with that he disappears, turning into a cloud of smoke as he blends with the wind that blew away out of the window.

I was looking at Taehyun when I heard a beeping sound, the line that showed a curved shape now turning into a straight line.

This time he disappeared for real and he will never come back in any form, human or soul. He is finally free from the curse, the curse that taking everything from his life. I glance at my phone, 1 January 00:00

at least I get to spend my December with him.

— Ghosting, The Ends