a second chance (Saphial fanfick)

back from the dead

(Simons POV)

I burst into the room in witch our friends where located following issabella, Clary, Jace, and Alec and emeditly I remebrered the stabbing pain in my gut back in the cave and got a sence of dread I scaned the room everyone was pritty worce for wears Magnus Alec's boyfriend looked pailer then normal I dident see jocklen Luke was a worryed mess then my eyes fell on the lifeless body of Raphael Santiago I would never admit it out loude but I had secretly grown attached to the older vampire I got a twisting in my gut at the sight of him lying battered on the ground of course I went to see if he was actually dead before realising my mistake vampires don't have a heart beat or a breath but if we did i knew mine would be about to stop all over again I felt sick to the stomach as I tried to check for aney signs of life in the older mail that's when I hurd Magnus speek in a gruff voice Alec beside him tending to a wound on the worlocks shoulder “he's gone Simon I'm sorry I tried to protect him but it's to lait” he sounded just as sad as I felt but for some reason part of me refused to except that as I sat awkwardly to the right of the bloodyed vampire issabelle came over a mix of pitty sadness and anger on her face we sat in silence silently morning the passing of the older vampire still for some reason somthing dident feel right I couldn't put a finger on it could have been denyial setting in but somthing was nagging at the back of my brain issabelle aperintly picked up on this “you ok? “ She asked me in a sad voice if I was being honest, no not really I was torn between this odd feeling of unease and sadness so I just shrugged. I hoped he had not suffered and went quickly. I sat alone by him while my friends caught up with the people they had missed for a bit, cleaning up the wounded and placing healing runes. I tuned them out and tried to figure out this nagging feeling in the back if my mind it's almost as if somthing was missing eventually Magnus came over sitting down beside me with Aliec I remained quiet for a while before finalay speeking up “why does it feel like somthings not right like somthing more is supost to be done” I asked the older worlock he looked at me curiusly thinking before shrugging saying “I don't know I don't exacly had the connection you had” I snorted at that we where by no means close in fact I think my very presents annoyed him aperintly Magnus had senced what I was thinking because he then said “you may not have known it but a fledgling often shair binds with the one that turns them it's in there blood” I dident quite understand but I had a feeling he was also trying to make me feel better I just nodded and continued to sit in silence when I was hit with a unfamiliar twisting sensation in my gut and made a grimace that I tried to conseal aperintly I was not to good at hiding it tho because Aliec sighend and said “hungry again” I shook my head this was not hunger pains it felt like somthing was trying to claw its way out from inside aperintly Clary had seen me giveing me a conserned look “Simon are you okay you look a bit green”Magnus nodded in agreement slowly I nodded I was getting a awfule tighting sensation behind my eyes it was probably the sight of so much blood making my stumach turn I told my self it graduly got worce and I knew it was not hunger pains I had for one just fed I will always be in debt to Aliec for that and two this felt nothing like it I had to close my eyes to keep my vision from swaying that's when I hurd someone give a strangled choked gasp I cracked a eye to see Magnus and Aliec stairing down at the bloodied vampire in shock “what” i asked clearly verry confused nether of them responded by this time Jace Clary and issabella had turned around to see what had happened and where looking from me to the body to Aliec and Magnus in worry and confusion I had momentarily forgotten about the pains until I felt a sharp stabbing sensation throw my stomach and I felt like I was about to vomit. My vision began to sway once more but I thought I caught one of his fingers moving. Was he alive? I couldn't tell the room was spinning to much I I closed my eyes and tried to remain still and conscious I heard muttering around me but my ears where starting to ring for the first time in a while I felt hot almost like the feverish hot you feel when you catch a fever it was the same clammy sticky heat I felt someone shake my shoulder I forced my eyes open to see isabella looking at me in concern she was saying something I couldn't hear over the ringing in my ears after a moment I cleared and I heard what she was saying “Simon are you ok you look like your about to be sick or pass out” she asked me urgently I gave a slow nod that was probably more of a tilt I had no idea if I was ok I could be dying for all I knew she sighed in relief when she saw my recognition and responsiveness. My mouth felt like Paist  and in the  worced way possible but my eyes drifted to the body on the ground and the shocked pair and I swear this time I swear to the angel or what ever I saw something move I squinted my eyes and issabella followed my gaze furrowing her brow in confusion she must have seen something to because she turns all the way around a wide eyes expression and we remained silent for a moment before I blinked at Magnus a silent “Well what do we do now?” he shrugs and says “anyone got an extra bottle of blood by any chance?” Unfortunetly we did not they all broke and I quietly told him so that was when issabelle piped up saying “well I'm not going to just leave him here and do nothing about it we may not have bottles but I have plenty” I was struggling to deside weather to protest or not I dident want her hurt but at the same time I dident want Raphael to die ether but it was to lait it was all ready being dripped between his pail lips no one moved or protest and we just sat in silence watching I began to see more faint signs of life a twitching limb or a eye fluttering as more dripped past his lips threw a small cut in her wrist the first thing I saw that it was begining to work was his fist witch had been open slowly began to shut and the wounds began to look less saver I also noticed that the pain was beginning to subside then I saw his eyes slowly crack open and shift around quickly that's when I relised the small drips might not be enough I was about ready to defend if I needed to but it was not needed he was gentle with it not lunging as i had done to Jace witch was a releafe I really did not want to tackle the older vampire after he had enough to heal the wounds he dropped issabellas wrist and she went to her brother to get a replenishing rune and taken care of I suspected he wasent completely healed yet because he dident sit up right away his gaze just drifted around the room for a moment drifting from one person to another “by the angel your alive” whispers Aliec and Magnus in unison “I think I am” he replays in a rough voice for a reason unknown to me a wave or releafe passed over me and I felt the clammyness leave me I felt pritty much ok aside from being a bit shaky after a moment he props himself on a elbow wincing as he did so “you ok Simon” Jace asked me snapping me out of my train of thought and then some then sending me to confusion I've never seen that much worry towards me in jaces Face ever not Evan when I my self had died quite frankly I also thought he hated me I was now begining to realise I thuaght a lot of people disliked me but then again in general people who where mean and snarky to me generally disliked me I was used to it I gave him a half nod silently questioned why he bothered asking and turned my focus to Raphael he was pritty batterd still but we had no blood bottles and I don't think it would be a good idea to sacrafise aney more of ours he had proped himself agents a wall “so are you guys stuck here to now or what are you doing here” he asks his voice rough but his Spanish accent was more pronounced probably due to exhaustion Jace simply shook his head saying “no where here to bust you guys out” soon we began to here noises Clary and issabelle had found jocklen everyone was together we had to leave and quickly before someone came Aliec motioned for me to help him support Raphael's waight having not been completely healed up I quickly went over taking one arm while we booked it for the doors weaving our way out of the almost castle looking structur no more then three moments later it crumbles to the ground as he slowly made our way away we got to the cave in witch we had stayed at before getting there and slipped inside we where all tiered and dirty and I hurd from Clary that there was a river in witch we might be able to rince some dirt off Raphael was looking a bit better witch was good he was resting by the fire wile I had went to the river to rince off and collect my thoughts a lot has happened and I think I was still prosesing I had not expected Aliec to already be there with Magnus fortunetly they had made up from there previous dissagreement unfortunetly for me that had hurd me come in so now I was stuck in a rather awkward situation luckly for me they dident pay me much mind Magnus raised his hand in a half hearted wave saying “feeling better smaule” I rolled my eyes how mainey times do I have to reminded him of my name I was to tired to argure about it so I just nodded and cleaned off then made my way Back to the campfire where I saw Clary Jace and Isabelle were already asleep Raphael had woken up and was seated against the wall watching the fire flicker. I sat down as well and we sat in silence until I fell asleep.