Trust me (bxb)

Regret

*not proofread*

few days later: (september 11th 8:00am) Salem POV:

My alarm clock goes off for school and i go into bathroom, this whole weekend I could not stop thinking about that night. I look in the mirror

"damn phat marked me up good, gotta change my whole fit now" i said as i examined myself in the mirror

Instead of the graphic tee i was gonna wear I just put on a black nike tech & sweats w/ my black concord 11s. I decided to wear the fro and went downstairs

i text my baby goodmorning,

me: goodmorning baby

phat phat 😍😍: goodmorning 💋

ohh okay he wanna kiss me again, fr I want to too his lips is so soft and the way his ass was grinding against my dick, i though we was gon get down right then and there. To be honest feeling all up against him I feel like he got a pussy but i don't care about that he still my baby. I know when we get to that he'll be ready to tell me so I ain't stressin.

I walk into school and spot my phat phat, I walk towards him, Once he sees me, he turns around walks away

weird.....

But I let it go and know that i'm gonna address it in our class later. I go to my locker get my stuff and head to my first period. Me and cinco in the same class history, right now he talking about his new girl.

"yo she's just different u feel my nigga, like I came just be me around her without putting up a front" Cinco rambled

Honestly I was happy for him, that he's finally retiring the streets...

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Okay so I'm in weightlifting and i'm really starting to notice how much phat phat is ignoring and I don't know why, did he regret that night in the car, Should I apologize? I'm so confused right now...Whenever I try to talk to him he starts talking to someone else or walks away. Honestly i'm getting annoyed but I'm not trying to go off on my baby so Imma calm down and try to find a way to talk to him soon. I miss my baby already it's not even funny.
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Cyrus POV: same time

I'm ignoring Salem...I know it's wrong but we getting to close we've been texting everyday and I've noticed me getting attached...I'm hoping to see his notification on my phone...I'm be ready to answer when he call me that's not good i cannot get attached...that wasn't the plan..I need to stick to my plan, I'm not getting hurt again refuse to put my trust in a boy again.

At weightlifting I noticed him staring at me but I continued to ignore him, I feel bad I don't want him to hate me, but I need to do this to protect my heart.

Ive been waiting on i'm finna just start my set now...As Im getting ready I feel someone towering behind me.

"So you don't wanna speak to me but you can answer my goodmorning texts?" Salem questioned...

Honestly I'm embarrassed he's right ova the phone i think i'm that bitch, i'm ready to suck his dick, But in person....keep that shit over there.

"Look I'm sorry I just think we shouldn't start nun, i'm cool wit being friends tho"
i mumbled

"So you just be entertaining niggas and then leavin nem" Salem asked, his face turning into a mug

I stayed silent, I literally was gagged and did not know how to respond to him ... because that's what I did I kissed him, I gave him my number, and now i'm friend zoning him...I wish i could just tell him so he can understand why i can't trust him and why i'm doing this to him....But I can't because that's letting him get all of me..And i promised i would never do that again.. So I stayed silent

"Ight so we still doin this silent shit, ok i'm cool off this too" Salem turns around to walk away...

I watch him in filled with regret but also rage I thought he said he would wait for me and he wants me now he's... " cool off me" wtf, I know I was wrong but for him to switch up like that is fake asf, this why I don't trust niggas...

"I don't care what you have to do, just leave me the fuck alone"

"so u got a pussy huh, u a tranny??" laughter erupts

The memories just flood back, Im overwhelmed I can't breath, I run out the bathroom and lock myself in the stall

I start balling uncontrollably I just want to be happy and accept myself but I can't forget it, my mind won't let me, I'll never be ready to put my trust in Salem...

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Authors Note

I'm sorry yall... Prom is coming up, track meets, Niggas mannn life is life'n im trying my best but I rushed and gave yall this after my track meet..Hopefully it's good. Chapters will be longer once I get the proper time to write and actually take my time writing the chapters...As always thank you for the Reads. I'm so grateful yall like my story... See you soon 😘🫶🏾

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