I have been longing for the deep rest that has undressed the earths core before me
I shut my eyes
I breath a deep breath before instinctively breathing softly
Slipping into nothing
Since the pill there has been no dreaming
I have felt it's absence
I have shivered in heat and scratched the length of my arm
But
No dreaming
I wonder to a point
No endless oasis
Just the recurring thought:
when
will
it
return
