Ruikasa bc i said so (i have no clue what im doing)

The Fallen Star 💫 (Pt.2)

I have a lot of motivation rn so your getting pt.2 today 😍

Also im getting kinda confused so when its a small time skip ill put "~~" and when its a big time skip ill put "--" 

when rui speaks the text will be slanted and when its tsukasa's thoughts it will be underlined if that makes any sense

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Tsukasa pov

I wake up to feel somthing pointy stabbing my eyes, i sit up and realize that that its the star crystals. i sigh and begin to dust them off into the trash. i start to get ready and i see rui's sweater in my closet "this is the last thing i wanna see right now.." i grab my phone and start walking to school. 

i get to the front gates and hear a familiar voice wisper in my ear "hello my star~" i turn around and face him. "Hi rui" "wanna walk to class together? you know sense you had to go home early and we didnt get to hang out yesterday" "i cant sorry" "aww why 3:" god damn it i dont think i have it in me to say no to him.. 

"okay fine, lets go" i say bluntly "tsu are you mad at me?" "What? no?" "why would i be mad at you" "well you seemed pretty upset yesterday when mafuyu joined us" he noticed..  "im not mad at you, stop worrying" i say as i reach up and ruffle his hair. "okay then lets get going so ur not late" 

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"Byee see you at lunch" "bye" i go and sit in my seat and put my head face down. (30 minutes later) i look at my note book and see a small robot doodle with a ">w<" face i forgot rui drew this on my notes  i smile a little and continue with my work. without even noticing i start to think about him and thats enough to make me start tearing up. 

shit i raise my hand and excuse myself to the restroom. once im there i open a stall and start crying, at some point i know im done crying but the crystals keep falling. shit, shit, shit i cant let anyone see these. somone might find them in the trash so ill just flush them. i sit there hovering over the toilet lettng the tiny crystals fall, after they stop i stay a little longer to make sure the redness around my eyes and nose go away.

 oh right i forgot about lunch i start heading twords the roof top when i notice rui, with his.. girlfriend.. come a little closer to get a better look and i see them hugging. i turn around and start speed walking away as the crystals start falling again. schools almost over.. ill just go home.

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by the time i got home the tears stopped so i made my way to my bedroom to do some research on what these star shaped crystals are. 

G00GLE

why am i crying star shaped crystals

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i click on the first result and read what it says 

STDD or more commonly known as Star tears disese is a condition where your lover doesnt resiprecate feelings 

sypmtoms include : crying clear or transparent yellow star shaped crystals, tierdness, weakness, loss of vision, and death

(too many words i dont know how to spell 😰)

STDD can only be cured if the person you love loves you back or you fall out of love. if your feelings keep getting stronger then you will start to cry more crystals. if your feelings keep intensifieing then you will evenchually die. tears tend to start out squishy and clear, the closer you get to death the harder and more transparent your tears will get. once ur tears are fully opayk then you will start loosing ur vision. if you do not loose feelings by stage 2 (when ur tears are no longer see threw) then you will die.