In the times of love people seem to thrive
In the times of love people seem to revive
Just how good it felt when I kissed u hard
Just how good it felt when I lost my guard
All my feelings are pure
I have to endure
All the blindness all the deafness
The truth came out regardless
U are killing me
I tried to be the man u desire
Be your lover be your fire
I am a person too
Please stop stabbing me with that knife
Give back the control of my damn life
Im still loving you
If I want to save myself though
Must learn how to say no
I just need to be respected
Be admired not neglected
I simply have to live
The smile might overshadow but I see it
Dont lie to me I can take it
I just gotta know
Wanted heaven instead I suffer
Your choices created a buffer
Lets go break it
Or now end it
I just have to know
So I can spare my soul
Might be blind but I can see it
Might be deaf but I can hear it
I aint stupid I can sense it
U dont want me around I can get it
I just need to know
I am going through memories
Gone forever no false hope please
Heavy breathing anxious speaking
Standing alone strucked by a lightning
Theres an endless sea between us
Lets go talk now or discuss
I just fucking need to know
So I can save my soul
If this is the end lets cancel our journey
Take all u want no need for attorney
Lone walks are sad but take u the furthest
Feelings have to be earned not purchased
I feel so strong and empowered
Defeating the foes I have encountered
I dont hold the grudge always here for support
I see the future in line, no concern to report
It was nice never meant to last so
I thank you for everything u are free to go
Wanted heaven instead I suffer
Your choices created a buffer
Lets go break it
Or now end it
I just have to know
So I can spare my soul
