Shimkongz oneshots!

Sunshine protector

⚠ Angst? Fluff? I dont know.

Gyuvin was one of the members who always was happy. Well, until all the hate came in.

Ever since the hate came in, Gyuvin seemed to always be down. He would rarely talk and always be quite. But he still managed to keep his bright smile. The members thought it was weird why Gyuvin was acting this way, since hes always happy and cheerful. Hanbin has tried to talk to Gyuvin about it, but he says its fine. Ricky can see its not fine though. Rickys really worried for Gyuvin, but he doesn't wanna make Gyuvin uncomfortable. So he decided to keep quite for a while.

But this time, he realized if he wanted to help Gyuvin he would talk to him. Communication is key, right?

They were currently live, but Ricky has been eyeing Gyuvin ever since the live started. Gyuvin seemed to noticed but didn't say anything.

"Ricky! Are you even listening?" Yujin slightly shook Ricky that made the older come back to reality.

"What?" Ricky tried to remember what Yujin was saying but he unfortunately couldn't remember a thing.

"Why are you zoning out? You've been like this for the past 5 minutes" Hanbin asked Ricky.

"Oh, really? I didn't notice. Sorry." Ricky apologized and got back to listening what Yujin had to say.

"Okay, and what about you Gyuvin?" Hanbin asked Gyuvin to get him involved into the conversation after he himself noticed that Gyuvin has been very quite.

"Uhm... Im not really sure! I guess what Yujin said was true though" Gyuvin just gave him his soft smile.

"You sure you don't have any opinions Gyuvin?" Ricky asked and Gyuvin just shaked his head.

The other 3 members looked at each other, wondering what the hell is wrong with Gyuvin. Usually, he would love to state his opinions, but now hes all quite.

After they finished the live, Gyuvin immediately went to his and Rickys dorm and plopped onto the bed.

"Guys, don't you think Gyuvins condition is getting worst?" Hanbin spoke up first, all the members looking up from their phones.

"Agreed! it feels empty without him yapping.." Taerae dramatically fell down onto the couch.

"Bet its from all the hate hes been getting." Gunwook mumbled which made everyone turn their heads to him.

"HES BEEN GETTING HATE?!" All of them was waitting for Gunwook to answer Yujins question. Gunwook slowly nodded, he didn't know they didn't know.

"WHAT THE FUCK?!" Ricky screamed out, making Gunwook laugh lightly.

"You guys didn't know?" Gunwook asked softly.

"No?! No one told us!"

"Well, yeah. He does get hate. Alot of it, and i honestly think its undeserved." Gunwook stated, he thought hes hyung was very talented in many ways.

"Of course he doesn't! Hes an amazing performer. What can people possibly say about him!" Matthew rambled, he thought Gunwook wouldn't be able to answer him, oh but how wrong was Matthew to think that.

"How hes a dozen, how he cant sing nor dance, which is not true. And how people only see Gyuvin because he hangs out with us." Ricky frowned. He didn't like his boyfriend being talked like that. Gyuvin was perfect, he didn't understand why people hated him so much.

"Thats bullshit." Jiwoong obviously was offended on the nasty comments Gyuvin got.

"You know whats best for him? For all of us to support him." Hanbin said, and everyone agreed then nodded.

"I think im gonna go talk to him." Ricky got up and walked to his room before Zhanghao stopped him.

"Are you sure its a good idea? Cause he may want to be alone."

"Its okay, its my room too" Ricky continued to walk to the dorm.

The blonde was about to open the door before he heard sniffling. Hes heart stopped. Ricky opened the door softly to see Gyuvin crying on his bed.

"Gyuvin!" Ricky immediately ran to Gyuvin.

"Ricky! Whats wrong?" Gyuvin immediately stopped sniffling and wiped his tears away.

"Whats wrong?! WHAT DO YOU MEAN WHATS WRONG?! Kim Gyuvin! Your literally crying!" Ricky pulled the younger boy into a warm embrace.

"What do you mean?" Gyuvin tried to hide the fact hes been crying for the past hour now, but hes not doing such a good job.

"Kim Gyuvin. Dont lie to me." Gyuvin sighed.

"Guess i cant keep secrets from you either huh?" Gyuvin chuckled lowly. Before turning to hug Ricky back and lay on his shoulders for comfort.

"Mind telling me whats wrong?" Ricky softly asked the boy, who he was embracing in his arms.

"Its not that important. Im probably just being insecure, you don't have to worry. I can figure it out myself." Whatever Gyuvin said made Ricky feel like he wasn't doing enough. He needed to help Gyuvin in some way. And no, leaving him alone is not the best way to help him. He needs the help.

"But to me it is important! To me you are important, Kim Gyuvin. You are the love of my life, and i hate it when i see you crying. You deserve to be happy, and if you could just tell me, i can help you out with everything. We can get through the things your struggling with together." Ricky finally said it. And everything he said made Gyuvin wanna cry.

Gyuvin was so touched with every single word Ricky said.

"Fine. W-well... I've been getting hate on how i act these days. How i act around you and the other members, they think im annoying you guys. They say im just a dozen. They also always say i need to workout more. And i need to practice some more, which i've been doing! But... I don't think its enough for them. The hate got to the point where i don't feel happy anymore. I need support, but from who? Im not sure. My mental health isn't doing so well either. I don't know what else should i do." Gyuvin finally let out all the things he wanted to say. Ricky was stunned but immediately held him close.

"First of all, Gyuvin, you are not some ass dozen. You are talented, in MANY diffrent ways. Believe me when i say, i was shocked to see you perform for the first time. How you act around us actually gives us joy. It doesn't make you a burden to us when your being happy. We love seeing you all giggly and cheerfull. You most definitely don't need to workout. You are pefect the way you are. You also do not need to practice and overwork yourself even more. Your talent is beyond amazing and is already good enough, so don't EVER let those shitty good for nothing haters make you think you arent good enough, cause you are." Gyuvin started to cry. Ricky just muttered reassuring things to him, as he comforted Gyuvin.

They both heared a knock on the door.

"DONT COME IN!" Ricky screamed out but the person who knocked still came in. And turns out it was the other members.

"GYUVIN HYUNG! ar-"

"SHH!" Ricky shushed the youngest, the latter just pouted.

At the end of the day, all of them just hugged Gyuvin and comforted him. Giving him all the sweets they could find.

The members left for Gyuvin and Ricky to be alone.

"Ricky?" Gyuvin looked up to Ricky as they were laying down.

"Yeah?"

"Thank you, so much. I love you."

"No problem, and i love you to, love."