not in the way that
the doctor's busy
the teacher's busy
the manager's busy
instead, almost as if
i'm too busy,
but
only
by
thought?
not busy with
another patient,
another student,
another customer
instead,
busy with myself
busy with work
busy with school
but
not busy being distracted,
procrastinating
lollygagging
instead,
relaxing
unwinding
recharging
these all more accurately,
depict what i do.
While behind,
the curtains of "I'm tired"
I
At least attempt to,
relax,
unwind,
recharge,
