If I Stay (Stud X Fem)

You Missed Me?

10 minutes go by

I pull away first

"what's wrong" , she asked sounding concerned.

"Oh nothing"

I unlocked the door , got out and opened the door for her so I could walk her to her front porch .

"I had fun"

"I'm glad you enjoyed yourself"

"Maybe we could go out and do something next weekend only if you want."
*ding*
A message from T popped up

"Yeah yeah sure I'm down I gotta go" I rush back to my car and pull off .

I go home and get ready for bed so I can get up early to make this drop in the morning.

*ding*
Right before I close my eyes for the night my phone goes off , the number doesn't look familiar

the message read : lemme catch you with another bitch in your car , Zyon Carter you're mine and only mine . Play with your life if you want to

Fuck here we go again🤦🏾‍♀️...

I wake up around 7:00 am , I have a few drops I gotta make before I can actually get my day started

As I'm getting ready to leave out I get a text from my plug

"I got the pound whenever your ready"
"Say less on my way be there in a few"

I grabbed my keys and headed out the door

I can't help but think about that text I got last night . I know it couldn't have been an old fling or sneaky link they usually get blocked once they piss me off or get to clingy.

I noticed the tone of the text and the way the person texted and it sounded similar to my ex Trinitii.

she's the only one that talks like that , I thought to myself.

Man she got some fucking nerve to be watching me let alone texting my phone on some nut shit as if I was the one cheating. That girl cheated on me with some n*gga she called her boy bsf from the other side of town who I never even met.
Tried to play me like she was gay just to use me to get what she wanted until this best friend came in the picture and magically she's wearing expensive name brands clothes , she got new jewelry and shit that I know damn well I didn't get for her . But it's cool though , I'm not paying this bitch any mind. But do I wanna have Suh'rai mixed up in this bs is the question.

I'm not even gonna trip unless necessary.

I pull up to my plugs location , hand him the cash and I'm out of there within 10 minutes .

-Calls Suh'rai-

"Yo ma , wyd today"

"Nothing probably gonna be stuck in the house why?"

"Ima come get you get ready , no questions just get dressed"

"Okay love lmk when you pull up"

I drive across town while blasting Musiqsoulchild ,
I may be a hood n*gga but I love me some R&B. It speaks to me in ways other types of music can't. It reminds me that there still is a chance I could experience real , genuine love although my generation has made me give up on even trying.

10 mins later

I pull up to my destination.

I decide to go knock on the door

"Hold on gang"

As the door slowly opens , I see a silhouette of a man about 6'1 emerge out the doorway.

My face dropped , the n*gga that answered the door was Nunu

"Oh look who it is 😂 n*gga fuck you doing at my door"

"I'm here for Suh'rai"

"Fuck you looking for my sister for pussy" I noticed he had his hand on his waist band as if he was waiting for an excuse to pull out his piece.

Suh'rai magically appeared at the door

"Yo fool tf is your problem I hear you from upstairs"

"You're not going out with this nigga that's the problem"

"nigga please I'm 18 I can go with who I want so if you'll excuse me"

"Rd bet watch when you get back in this house"

I took Suh'rai's hand and led her to the car where I opened the door for her to enter

"Wtf happened ? My brother reacted as if he knew you or something" "Did something happen after you knocked"

"No, I just told him I was here for you and he went off"

I could tell she didn't believe a damn word I said but shit if she knew the real reason her brother didn't fw me this would make shit so complicated so I decided to continue to play it off.

"Don't worry about it , but anyway I wanted to go to dinner and maybe go mini golfing or we could take a walk and talk I haven't really gotten to have a deep conversation with you yet and I'd love to learn more about you."

"Okay that sounds kind of like a date Zyon👀 are you taking me on a date sir?"

"Yes ma I thought I made that clear"

"Oop well excuse me"

I decide to take her to Ocean Prime , we had finished up when I had a good idea on where we could take a walk and talk but we also wouldn't have to worry about being paranoid half the time.

So I take her behind the art museum in center city there's a path / trail that not a lot of people usually stroll on after 9 .

We finally arrive , as I'm walking up to open her door Suh'rai looks a little nervous and un easy.

" are you okay" , I had to ask she hasn't seemed okay since dinner

"Actually there's something I wanted to talk to you about "

"The other night when you dropped me off home , your phone went off and you looked bothered , but then you rushed me out the car and all you said was that you'll see me later "

"Be honest with me who texted you , do you have a secret gf or something idk about? If you do I won't be mad I just want you to be honest with me before we go further with anything else "

I had to think quick . I wanna tell her the truth but wouldn't she necessarily be in the drama now if I informed her of all the bs going on?

"Hello earth to Zyon?"

"I'm sorry ma I spaced out but I'm gonna be fully honest , the text from the other day was from my ex gf from two years ago"

"Wtf you mean it was from your ex , Zyon I'm not playing with you , nobody has time to be playing games with you."

"Nah it's not like that , she saw us together that night at the party ." "Right when I was about to drop you off that's when I got the message, I just didn't want her to start no bs or try to bring you in it."

I took a minute and tried to remember every detail from the party I didn't see any trace of her not unless she was hiding and blending in with the crowd

"Bro if your trying to fw me please get your hoes in check I'm not for it"

"I got you ma don't worry about it"

We finished our walk , found a late night ice cream place then later on I did end up taking her home . Let's hope I don't have to deal with this mf anymore...