I wake up?
Well I didn't even sleep whole night because I was crying.And for a stupid reason.
When I definitely know the answer.
Still?I m so stupid..
But it's my first time falling for someone and i got rejected, God even don't give me some time to confess or live me in my delulu thinking that he likes me too.
Maybe he know that it'll break me more if it'll grow more.*chuckle*
Leave it.
Atleast now I know how he sees me.
I sighed pushing my hair back.
And get up from my bed.
It's his choice, he can see me however he wants.
Stop thinking about him yn.
Stop it.
I shook my head and went to kitchen.
Now I m hungry. It's been so many days that I didn't eat properly.
Let's make something delicious.
I made myself japchae.
It's smells so good.
I sniff that and skip to my doll room excitedly.Let's ignore everything happend until now.
And focus on myself.I nodded talking to myself and start eating.
As I m enjoying my food, my eyes suddenly fell on that doll.
My doll.
I keep looking at it while chewing.
He blinked.
Wait!!!
I shake my head left and right. Then rub my eyes..
And look at it again.
God. I m getting mad.
Why I m seeing things?
Do u want me to die? This early?
I again look at that doll.
I see my blood stains on his head.
I didn't give it a bath still. How can I be so careless...
I look at my finger.
Yn:u know it get cut because of you.
I say showing my finger to him.
But then I realise something.
Wait since it have come here. Only from then everything's happening.
Can it be possible?
I look at it confusingly.
It can't be. I m leaving with those dolls since so many years.I think for sometimes and decided one thing.
I open my phone and call him.
"Yes" He asked with his sweet voice as he pick up the call.
"Umm are u free? I want to ask u something?"
"Ofcourse I m. Should I come to your house?" He asked"No no I'll come. Tell me where are u?"
I replied.
"Umm let's meet in magneta Cafe. I'll come there. Okay?"
I hummed and cut the call thanking him.
I changed my clothes and run to magneta Cafe.
I did right calling him?
He is sweet so? And I don't wanna to confront hoseok just right after my little heart break.I'll talk to him. But not now.
Once I'll be okay then I'll talk to him again.
He's my bestie afterall.
I just need some time now.I ordered my shake.
Let's drink while waiting for him.I waited for almost 20 min and then he comes jumping like a bunny.
Well he is one.
He smile and sit infront of me pulling my cheeks.
Jungkook: how are u?
I nodded while smiling a little.
Yn: I m okay.Jungkook: good to know. So? Why u called me here? Did u missed me?
He asked wiggling his eyebrow.
I make a done face.
Yn: no actually I wanna ask u something.
Jungkook: sure go ahead but please don't ask me to be your bf.He said acting like a superstar and I laughed.
Yn: shut up.
He chuckle.
Jungkook: okay okay sorry. Tell me what happened?Yn: umm actually aa do u believe in ghost or bad luck type things?
He become confused.
Jungkook: like what? I mean give me some examples. I m not good at understanding.I slap my forehead.
Yn: Like a possessed doll or maybe something which brings u bad luck?He look at me with a cute confusing pout.
Jungkook: like Annabelle?
He said scratching his neck.Yn: Annabelle? That doll from movie?
He nodded.
Yn:do things like that really exist?
He shrugged his shouldersJungkook: I don't know but my mom say sometimes, something we bring in our house, can brings bad luck with them for us. Like cursed or something.
He said as I nodded.
Jungkook: why u asked? did something happens with you?
He asked as I shook my head.
Yn:no just curious.He nodded hesitantly.
Jungkook: well did u talked to him?.
I shook my head.Yn: I dont have courage to confront him.
I m scared that I'll start crying again.Jungkook:it's ok take ur time but talk to him again or else he'll not feel good.
I nodded.
Yn: I will.
He nodded and we talk a little more.
As i see sun setting. I bid him a goodbye and return to my home.I went to my doll room and sit on couch keeping that doll on my lap.
I hold his face.
Which look more real than other dolls.Yn: u know I like u a lot. But I think it's u who brink bad luck to me. This kind of creepy things keep happening with me since I Have bought u.
I said pouting and put it In my bag.
I Have to do this. I know I feel happy keeping him with me but can't risk my life for it.
I went to public dustbin which is in another area and pull it out.
Yn: I m sorry but I can't keep u with me anymore.
It's just a doll?
No its not.
Idk why my heart is feeling heavy to throw him.I just love this one.
I close my eyes and throw it in dustbin..
Bye bye Mr. Take care of yourself.
I said and keep looking at that.
But then I heard some boys voice from others street. Yeah I heard there are some playboys In this street.I run back to my home.
It's just one doll. Why I m feeling this way?
I m feeling very empty in my house.
It feels like that doll is the one who complete my home.
But I never felt like this about any doll.I rub my head and went to my room throwing my bag on couch.
I fall on my bed while that doll keep coming in my mind.
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OWNED BY A DOLL {M.Y.G X READER}
Fanfic"But u were my doll" she said shivering. "and now u are my doll" He replied smirking"