Admiring You From Afar (Hanni x Male Reader)

Chapter 1

Y/N's POV:

As we sat on the bench in the park, watching the moon and the stars above, I couldn't help but feel a sense of peace and contentment. I glanced over at Hanni, the girl who had captured my heart, and a warm smile spread across my face. We have this agreement to meet each other here at the park after school to hang out.

We had been friends ever since we were kids, and I had developed strong feelings for her. But I was too afraid to tell her, afraid of ruining our friendship or worse, getting rejected and losing her completely.

So instead, I kept my feelings to myself and tried my best to be the best friend I could be.

But being this close to her, my mind couldn't help but wander to thoughts of us being more than just friends.

I imagined taking her hand in mine, wrapping my arms around her, and kissing her under the moonlight.

I shook my head, trying to push those thoughts away. I couldn't risk losing her, even if it meant sacrificing my own happiness.

"Isn't the moon beautiful tonight?" Hanni broke the silence, her voice soft and full of wonder.

"Yeah, it really is," I replied, tearing my gaze away from her to look up at the bright full moon.

We sat in silence for a while, just enjoying each other's company. But my mind was anything but silent. I couldn't stop thinking about how much I cared for Hanni and how much I wished I could tell her.

"So I was thinking we could go see that new movie that just came out next weekend," Hanni suddenly said, snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Sure, that sounds great," I replied, trying to sound casual while my heart was racing with excitement. Any chance to spend time with Hanni was a blessing to me.

As we continued to talk and joke around, I couldn't help but notice how effortlessly we communicated with each other. We had a strong connection, and I cherished each moment I spent with her.

But as the night wore on and we eventually had to say our goodbyes, my heart felt heavy. I wanted to stay with her forever, but I knew I had to let her go. My feelings for her were just too complicated, and I didn't want to risk losing her.

-Next Day-

I woke up to the sound of my alarm blaring in my ears. I groggily reached over and hit snooze, trying to catch a few more minutes of precious sleep. But my mom came in, nagging me to wake up and get ready for school. With a heavy sigh, I rolled out of bed and dragged myself to the bathroom.

As I stood in front of the mirror, I couldn't help but feel a sense of dread wash over me. Today was the day I was supposed to confess my feelings to Hanni, the girl I've had a crush on since we're young.

She had invited me over to watch movies with her next weekend and I was sure that she liked me back. I mean, why else would she invite me over?

But the fear of rejection was holding me back. What if I misinterpreted her invitation? What if she didn't feel the same way? I just couldn't afford to lose her friendship. She was one of my closest friends and I didn't want to ruin that.

I pushed away those thoughts and got ready for school, trying to push the nerves and anxiety to the back of my mind. I grabbed my backpack and headed out the door, ready to face whatever the day had in store for me.

As I walked to school, I couldn't stop thinking about Hanni and the possible outcomes of today. I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't even notice my friend Mark walking up beside me until he called out my name.