Numb ( rafe cameron )

CHAPTER 1

Warning drugs, and more in this chapter sarahs pov: (btw sarah is the reader not rafes sis)
I walk in the front door of my home, which was empty due to my dad 'delivering stuff'. I lay down on my bed after the long day of school, starting to fall asleep when i hear banging at my front door. I groan and pull myself out of my bed going to the front door.

My hair in a high, messy bun, wearing a black over sized hoodie and jean short,shorts. I make my way to open the door when someone already opens it before me. Jeremy, my peice if shit boyfriend. He walks in, pissed off. "When I knock on the door you answer it bitch" i look at him with desperate eyes already knowing whats gonna happen.

His hand punching my jaw causing my lip to bleed. "I was on my way to open the door you could've waited" I whimper in pain as my head is thrown back by the force of his fist colliding with my nose,causing it to bleed.

I walk out to the dock, sitting with my feet over the edge. This was my alone space. I could watch people on boats and just listen to the quiet. Im sitting there deep in thought.

Why was I stupid enough to stay with Jeremy? Hes an asshole, he cant control his self. But i knew just as well as he did if I ever tried to break up with him, it would worse than i have it now. On the bright side, i get free drugs from my dad, hes a drug dealer and people are always at our house. The only way to hide my pain and my fear was to do drugs,party and drink the pain away.

I was so deep in my thoughts watching the water, that i didnt hear him come up behind me. "Baby im sorry" I had thought about this long and hard and I dont even know where i found the courage to let these words slip "No Jeremy we're done" i could see the rage in his eyes as soon as i said that. And there it was, he raises his hand slapping me in the face as hard as he could.

"YOUR NOT LEAVING ME!" he says angered. "IM THE REASON YOUR STILL HERE, WITHOUT ME YOU WOULD BE NO ONE! NO ONE SARAH" "YOUR MOM WOULD BE SO ASHAMED OF YOU!" 'When are you ever gonna stand up for yourself sarah' i hear my moms words echo in my head from the last time i ever saw her.

I sucker punch him as hard as I can "you keep her name out of your mouth, I said what i said, were done. I dont need you i never did" i walk back up the house leaving him behind in shock. My dads car pulling up with a dirtbike following behind a good ways.

I walk up to the porch and go inside, plopping down on the couch, on my stomach using my arms as a pillow. Falling asleep but before i can. Bang bang bang at the door. I get up going to the door knowing that jeremy was long gone, and it was probably one of my dad clients. I open the door and its Rafe a usual client.

"He just pulled in you can come in and wait" he walks in and sits down on the large couch. We weren't poor, we lived over in tannyhill, people call us kooks, because we have money. My house was rather large, but my dads a drug dealer and i hate to say that, thats the only reason we have this place and everything we do. I was called a kook because of where i lived, but I was a pouge my heart and that couldnt be changed.

I sit down on the couch, rafe looks at me. "Who did that to you?" He says referring to my jaw and nose, that was bruised. "Its not important" i say, knowing that if jeremy found out that i told someone, especially a Cameron he would come back and beat the shit out of me, regardless if we were still together or not. "Jeremy?" He asks "dont tell him" I say looking up at him with desperate eyes "i mean I technically didnt even tell you, you figured it out on your own" he looks at me and scoffs "hey,stop freaking out im not gonna tell him, hes an asshole,alright?" Alright i say still not trusting what he said because rafe is also a known asshole around here.

My dad walks in and put attention flashes to him, "the usual?" He asks rafe "yep" "hey dad, do you got any weed left?" He looks at me "yea its in my room and the blunt paper is in my top drawer" i knew what i was gonna spent tonight doing. Getting high and watching the vampire diaries, nothing better to do when a break up happens. "Thanks dad" I say walking up to his room. I grab the bag of weed and roll a joint, taking the lighter and heading back downstairs to watch tv in the living room.

I plop down on the large couch in the living room with the lit blunt. Rafe was still here snorting a line. He kinda sits back and chills watching the show. I look at him "want a hit?" I ask, he takes the joint and takes a big puff and hands it back to me.

Less than 30 minutes rafe is asleep stretched out on the couch. The couch is big enough for atleast 4 people to stretch out and sleep on. I go up to my room and grab him a blanket and come back down covering him up with the blanket. He crashed here alot when he got high, his dad was a bitch.

I lay down on the other side of the couch falling asleep, at some point in the middle of the night my dad brought me a blanket. Rafes foot touched mine and we stayed like that all night.

I needed to get sleep because i had to go see my friends, the pouges and JJ was gonna freak when he saw my nose and jaw after what Jeremy did, but luckily for me Jeremy graduated a year ago so i wouldnt have to face him.