That one boy||Kim Seungmin

thirteen

- at home - 

Nayoo's POV

When i woke up i realised i was laying in my bed, weird. I heard someone come in and saw it was seungmin.

''Bam bam bam bam.'' he was humming to himself. ''Oh, i didn't see you awake. How are you feeling?''

''I'm okay, my eyes hurt a little from all that crying.'' i admit. ''When did we get home?''

 ''About 10 minutes ago, you passed out from all that crying.'' he says. ''When are we allowed to visit your parents?''

''Around 3pm at *********.'' i say getting up.

''It's 2:15 pm and let me see how long of a drive it is.'' he grabs his phone and looks how far it is.'' ''It's an 15 minute drive, so we need to leave at 2:45 pm the latest.''

 ''Alright, can we eat something i'm starving.'' i say while getting out of my bed. I looked at seungmins shirt and saw it was all wet. ''Hey min? Did i make your shirt so wet?''

''Yeah you did, but it's okay.''

''If you say so.'' i say walking out of my room with seungmin following behind me.

''Go sit down and watch tv, i'll make some food.'' he walks into the kitchen and grabs an pan and cooks.

- time skip, on the drive there - 

''How are you feeling yoonie?'' he asks.

 ''A little weird.'' i say.

''I get that. The first time i'm seeing your parents and they aren't on this planet anymore.'' he says while focusing back on the road.

''Yeah, thats true. I just hope their resting well.''

''They are, trust me.'' he grabs my hand and continues driving.

''What were you and chan talking about this morning?'' i ask, changing the subject.

''Hm? Oh uh nothing.'' he says, while in reality chan confronted him with liking nayoo. He had a gut feeling so he had a talk about it  with seungmin.

''Yeah, it was uhm.. just about some assignment.'' he says.

''Mhm, i almost believe you.'' i say chuckling.

- at the place - 

''Hello, how can i help you today?'' the receptionist asked.

''Hello, we are here to visit mr. Lee and mrs. Lee.'' i say pulling out some ID.

''Okay, they are in room 23 on the left.'' she says.

''Thank you.'' seungmin says. ''Come, you can do this okay?'' i nodded and we went to room 23. 

When we arrived at room 23 i felt a huge pit in my stomach. I grabbed the door handle while shaking a lot and opened the door. There i saw, my mother and father laying lifeless. Seungmin noticed and grabbed my hand to make sure i felt safe.

''Hi mom and dad. It feels weird being here when you guys aren't anymore. I am so sorry for leaving you behind and that i couldn't see you anymore when you were alive. And also to think that my last words to you guys were: 'i hate you.' I miss the time we used to spend together when you were a happy couple, over the years you grew apart and grew to resent eachother forgetting me in the process. When i left home, none of you guys contacted me and i'm still heartbroken. I hope you guys can finally rest now, i'm in a safe space with people i love and love me. Please don't worry about me in the after life, i will do great. I love you guys so much.''  tears were rolling down my face and seungmin looked very proud of me. I was very happy to just get that off my chest.