Moments We Shared 💜💕

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I told Chimmy about my dilemma, my fingers typing out the words almost without my conscious effort. "Do I deserve a friend like Tae?" I asked, my heart heavy with doubt and guilt.

Chimmy's response was swift, cutting through me like a knife. "Nah, just for yourself, you ruined his 6-year relationship," the message read. The words hit me like a ton of bricks, and tears welled up in my eyes as I realized the extent of the damage I had caused.

"I didn't force him," I replied, my voice breaking as I tried to justify my actions. But deep down, I knew that my choices had led to this moment, to Tae's pain and my own overwhelming sense of regret.

Chimmy's next message was a gentle reminder, yet it stung with the truth. "Go check your old stories and messages to Tae," they said. I knew what I would find - a trail of misunderstandings, missed opportunities, and ultimately, heartache.

Unable to bear the weight of my emotions, I threw my phone away, the screen cracking against the floor. I curled up on my bed, tears streaming down my face as I grappled with the reality of my actions. How had I let things spiral out of control? How had I hurt someone I cared about so deeply?

In that moment, I knew one thing for certain - I had to find a way to make things right, to mend what was broken, even if it meant facing my own mistakes head-on. With a heavy heart, I resolved to confront the truth and seek forgiveness, no matter how difficult the path ahead might be.

I walked into the school courtyard, the sun shining brightly overhead, feeling a sense of calm wash over me. I had managed to put aside the doubts and insecurities that had plagued me since my conversation with Chimmy. But as I made my way to my first class, that fragile peace was shattered.

Haru's words hit me like a bucket of cold water, jolting me out of my reverie. "Why are you friends with Tae? He isn't your type," they said, their tone dismissive and judgmental. I felt a knot form in my stomach, a mix of anger and hurt swirling inside me. How could they say such a thing? Did they even know Tae at all?

Before I could gather my thoughts, Hasu chimed in, their words adding fuel to the fire. "Yeah, you're angelic, and that boy is devilish," they said, their tone mocking. The words cut deep, and I could feel the stares of other students on me, their eyes filled with curiosity and judgment.

I tried to speak, to defend Tae and our friendship, but the words caught in my throat. How could I explain the bond we shared, the connection that went beyond superficial labels? Tae had been there for me in ways no one else had, offering support and understanding when I needed it most.

And then, to hear about Tae's relationship with a girl from the next class, it felt like a dagger to my heart. I had never considered that Tae might have feelings for someone else. Was I just a convenient friend, someone to pass the time with until someone better came along?

My eyes widened in shock, my grip on my bag strap tightening. I wanted to scream, to lash out at Haru and Hasu for their ignorance and cruelty. But instead, I remained silent, the weight of their words crushing me.

As the bell rang, signaling the start of classes, I forced myself to move, to push aside the hurt and anger. But deep down, I knew that Haru and Hasu's words would linger, casting a shadow over my friendship with Tae.

As the biology period dragged on, my anxiety grew. I needed to talk to Tae, to clear the air and make things right. My hands trembled as I glanced repeatedly at the door, hoping to see him walk in. But time passed, and there was no sign of him.

Just when I felt like I couldn't bear it any longer, the door opened, and there he was. Tae's smile was like a ray of sunshine breaking through the clouds, and for a moment, everything else faded away.