I think i'm in love again. I'm so In love with this boy, I don't think I can express it through words. I think he means the world to me. the late night FaceTimes, the laughs, pretty much everything...
Yet I still cry breaking my own heart. Overthinking if he loves me as much as I love him. I know we haven't told each other "i love you" yet. I just can not help myself feeling something genuine towards him, I don't understand what I'm going through. I cry most nights not knowing if I'm on his mind the same way he's always on my mind. I think about him day and night. Fantasising him next to me everyday, every night hugging me to sleep.
I cry not knowing if he'll ever love me more. I cry not knowing if he'll want to break contact and forget all about me. I just cry. Thinking, thinking and thinking.
I love this boy. i want to keep loving this boy. i want to always be with this boy. I want him to always love me. I want to keep him in my heart forever.
Forever is forever, he is my forever, he is my life.
I love you...
