CW in desc // midnight woes . bfdi au oneshot .

life or bath for dry blocky

blocky pov . ]

i feel... bad?

i close my eyes, trying to fall back asleep

but i cant.

that empty feeling in my stomach is too much

im not in the right state to sleep

i should take a shower, probably

yeah... im taking a shower...

i notice a photo on my bedside table

its of me and woody....

i cant believe i killed him

and for what? a minor disagreement between us?

*sigh*

nothing i can do about it....

im just gonna......

go to the shower and....

clean myself..

and....

*approaches the bathroom door*

it... it feels horrible... 

coming here....

the place where i killed him...

i cant. face it.

at all.

*opens the door shakily*

i can do this.... its just a shower....

wait....

is that.. woody?

i thought he was gone..

"its all your fault."

he looks me in the eyes

i try to ignore him and step out of the bathroom, closing the door.

that was. weird.

its just in my head, right?

i think as i lay back in bed

but then

i see him again.

this time hes next to me

"i know damn well that you heard me."

i almost scream as i hear his distorted voice

i cautiously take a look at him

he has a gaping wound in his head

he looks miserable, really.

"you never cared about me. almost felt like the only reason you kept me around was for the views."

i mean...

he has a point

i used to neglect him 

a lot

and didnt really care about his boundaries.

i ask him

"well... i can make up for it, right?"

he looks at me like i said something stupid

"too late."

"now think about what you did, you filthy piece of shit."

right as im about to say something-

im shaken awake

by...... woody???

turns out that whole thing was a nightmare of the past

because he was recovered like. 3 hours after. 

i somehow forgot that

"hey, are you alright?"

i sigh

"nope."

"i just... had a bad dream, is all."

i try to play it off as if its a minor inconvenience

but he just looks at me like i said something incredibly stupid

"sure..... just a bad dream...."

"i think you need to let go of the past. im no longer dead. and im not too mad about that whole "being killed" thing."

maybe i do.

for once

i can sleep

peacefully.

i like this.

i hope it stays this way.

till the end.