Maze Runner X Reader Imagines

Save me

A/N Warning!  Suicide thoughts and attempts are below Please do not read if this is a possibility of being a trigger. If anyone needs to talk, I'm here for you. just message me, please

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It was around 10:00, all the other gladers were asleep except for you. You sighed, it wasn't the need of sleep that troubled you. It was the constant thoughts of suicide. You sat on the edge of the box, your feet dangling above the endless drop. Why were you here? did you do something to deserve this? All of this, was this just some kind of cruel joke? A joke where there is no way out and we believed that there was. That there is actually a way out of here, we have been telling ourselves trying to convince ourselves that there is. But you finally realized that you've been lying to yourself.

With these final thoughts racing through your pulsing mind, you realized, looking down the box, empty with dullness, that this was the only way out of here. Tears leaked out of your eyes as you prepared. Just as you were about to push off you heard a desperate yell "Y/N!!!" More tears slipped out as you realized it was your best friend Thomas. Not having enough courage you decided to keep looking down the box. You felt your fingers weaken slowly from holding on, but you held on a minute more as you heard Thomas heavily breathing and faint hints of sniffing. "Y/N... Please don't do this." his voice sounded so desperate and you glanced looking at him, seeing him look broken. You looked back down the pit sighing, you replied more bitter then you intended "Why not? We've been at this for three years now, what did we find?" After hearing nothing but silence you continued, your voice breaking "Nothing. I don't want to do this Thomas, I mean look at chuck. He is so excited to get out of here and meet his mom. He's just one example on why I cant keep doing this. Keep leading false hope to all the gladers on us actually getting out of here"

 You wiped your nose and eyes on your sleeve and waited for a response, not getting one you turned your head to him about to ask him a question but your cut off by a pair of warm and salty lips on yours. Your eyes widen not knowing what to do with your best friend kissing you. He pulled away almost a second later disappointing you, 'wait what?' you thought confused. He frowned at you, "don't say that, we will get out of here. okay?" You nodded mutely not entirely convinced, he obviously knew that as he continued "and when we get out of here, I will take you to the most normal thing out there, and I will not give up because I like you Y/N I always have and I know that you don't feel the same way but im not giving up" He nodded at you without giving you time to reply, and stood up.

You didn't really know what you were doing at the time, but you knew it was right after. You quickly grabbed his wrist making him look at you confused before pulling down at your height and kissing him. You broke away from him, but not by choice. By pulling him down you lost your balance by not holding the box and slipping falling down, you didn't even have time to process it as Thomas caught your hand over the edge. You looked up, at the only thing holding you from death. You gasped as your legs dangled below you, you decided on looking up at Thomas smirking. He then frowned "I never loved you" before dropping you down the endless pit.....

You woke up with a gasp sweating. You quickly looked around seeing yourself in the infirmary, in the glade. you sighed with relief but it didn't last long as you looked around not knowing where Thomas was. You almost had a heart attack when the door opened and Thomas walked in carrying a cup of water surprised that you were awake, You visibly calmed down as you saw he was here you asked "what happened" He looked at you only now you seeing the sadness In his eyes as he told you "after I pulled you up from the box you fainted"