ABO feeds you with My Body [GL Lily]

Chapter 67

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"Director Ji, are you okay?" Li Jing put the coffee in her hand on the table and waved the smoke in front of her. The smell of tobacco and alcohol in the room was still very choking. She gently patted Ji Shunuan, who was sleeping on the table. This was the third time this happened recently. During this period, Ji Shunuan stayed in the studio every day, and Li Jing, as her assistant, was responsible for bringing Ji Shunuan three meals a day. At first, Li Jing, like all company employees, thought that Ji Shunuan was working overtime in the studio because she had received a big order, and was so busy that she couldn't even go home. But gradually, Li Jing discovered some clues. She came to deliver breakfast every day, and she could always smell the heavy smell of tobacco and alcohol in the studio. Even though the air purifier was turned on in the house, the residual smell was still very clear.

Li Jing is the person in the company who has been in contact with Ji Shunuan for the longest time, so only she can see Ji Shunuan's abnormality these days. Ji Shunuan is having a hard time these days. The reason why she uses the word "difficult" is not because of her difficulties at work, but because Li Jing feels that Ji Shunuan is forcing a smile on her face, but the light in her eyes is so dim that she can almost not see it. .

She received a lot of design orders and was buried in the studio every day, rarely coming out. Ji Shunuan only took a few bites of the three meals a day brought by Li Jing. Instead, he always asked himself to buy cigarettes and wine. In just one week, Ji Shunuan lost a lot of weight. As an assistant, Li Jing could not help but care about her occasionally, but Ji Shunuan always smiled and said it was nothing, and directly stopped the conversation.

"It's already morning?" Ji Shunuan rubbed his neck and got up from the table. She raised her head to meet Li Jing's concerned gaze, and then looked down at the drawing board in front of her.

"Yes, it's exactly 8 o'clock. Director Ji, this is your coffee." Li Jing pushed the still hot coffee to Ji Shunuan, who took it but didn't drink it and handed a disk to herself. "This is yesterday's manuscript. I have already designed it. Go and give it to Wang Luo." Ji Shunuan saw what Li Jing wanted to say to him, and guessed that it was just to tell him to pay attention to rest. Ji Shunuan If you don't want to hear it, move the person away one step ahead. Seeing Li Jing leave, Ji Shunuan propped up his stiff body and walked step by step towards the rest room of the studio. Speaking of which, she had to thank Fu Changli for arranging this independent studio for her. Not only did it give her a lot of creative space, there was also a small lounge in the studio. In the past, Ji Shunuan disliked that this lounge was too small and had nothing but a bathroom and toilet. But now she felt that it was a good thing to have a place to stay at such a time.

She put hot water in the bathtub, curled up into the small bathtub, and hugged herself with her hands. This kind of posture is very insecure, but it is also Ji Shunuan's normal behavior during this period. The human heart is a very delicate thing, and Ji Shunuan didn't realize until now that he was also the one who was deceived by his heart. When Ji Shunuan confirmed that he liked Wen Lingqiu, he attributed his liking to dependence for a while. Because Wen Lingqiu was the first person in the world who got close to her and gave her so much help. Ji Shunuan felt that she did not belong to this world, her family and friends were not here, and she was alone here. If it weren't for Wen Lingqiu, Ji Shunuan didn't know how bad his life would have been. Later, while getting along with Wen Lingqiu, she gradually became dependent on and fascinated by Wen Lingqiu, and also developed a deeper lust.

At that time, Ji Shunuan felt that her love for Wen Lingqiu was just an enlightenment. After all, she was a straight woman. She felt that even if she liked Wen Lingqiu, it would not be very deep. Only at this moment did Ji Shunuan realize that this was a big mistake. Very wrong. She cared about Wen Lingqiu far more than she imagined, and it made Ji Shunuan realize for the first time how painful it was to ask for something but not get it. She would be afraid that Wen Lingqiu belonged to someone else, and that she would never be able to get rid of her love for Wen Lingqiu, thereby losing the ability to like others. I long for someone so much, but there is no way she can belong to you. Watching her be with someone else in the name of a friend? Just imagining this feeling hurts like hell, so how can you do it?