Love Over Power

memories and nightmares

NATASHA'S POV

I woke up with a very bad headache, I tried to open my eyes but they refused to, after consecutive trials, I gave up and closed my eyes. Suddenly memories of what happened yesterday came back to me. I could feel a tear running out of my eyes. Then memories of the past started coming back to me all at once. I tried to open my eyes but it won't open. I kept hearing that voice, ' I'm back'. Images of me running away from the secret forest trying to hide away from the voice that scared me. I found myself yelling no, no no, please come back, don't go, please, don't leave me, please, I started remembering how I was covered in blood, not mine but... his... his blood where all over the floor.... I killed him.... I fucking killed the only person I cared about in this life. He is gone..... he left me... it was a mistake... I finally opened my eyes when I was sprinkled with water on my face. I was hearing familiar voices.

" I think she is awake." I heard Clyde say happily.

" thank goodness tasha, you are finally awake, what the hell where you dreaming about. You where screaming like crazy." Nitro said in a worried tone. Before I knew it, I felt someone hug me so tightly.... that hug... the hug I've always longed for, the hug I can never forget who owned it but turning to my back, I saw lexus, at first I wanted to call dazer's name, but I remembered that he was dead and he is not here. But the touch was too familiar.... I miss him... I miss him so much....I failed to fulfil my promise, I failed to stay with him, I failed as a child, I failed as a sister, I failed as a mother, I failed in life.... I'm a failure.... I'm a messed up failure..... I kept on screaming to myself as I was crying.

" you are not a failure, stop saying that." Lexus said

" look tasha we are here for you, of you feel like you need a shoulder to cry on, a person to talk to, a friend to be close to, then we are here now stop crying." Clyde said

" stop crying tasha, you will ruin your beauty, did anyone not ever tell you that you look like a ripe tomato when you cry. It's not cute if you think it is, so stop crying." James said, making me wipe off my eyes

" you guys where right, you where right all the time. They are nasty friends. They.....they.. can you....can you believe....that ....that libi...libi was part of them....she...she.....oh my god....she fucked drake....Drake is...is...the one...the...one I always believed was the dummy.....I didn't know.....I...I.. I." I couldn't hold my tears anymore at this point.

" take it easy, we saw the video too." Dave said

" what video." I asked

" actually we installed camera in the whole school so that we can know what's going on and not be left behind and we also use it to watch people's movements." Lexus said, wiping my tears away

" oh.... so you saw what happened at the theatre yesterday." I said looking at my legs

" yh we saw everything, I'm glad you didn't join them. The sight was very disgusting, even your friend Libya, she is something else, but just like you, I am also surprised about Shawn, I mean he is a gay but yet he...he... look I'm just glad you realised that we were right on time. But don't worry you have us as friends now." Clyde said

" thanks guys." I said as they hugged me, except you know..... thos two uptight jerks.

" look I know we started off in a bad state, but I don't think you are bad so, I guess.... I can give you a chance." Max said stretching his hands for a handshake but I gave him a hug instead. He hesitated before returning the hug back as the boys laughed at his expression.

" but I hope you won't still be hanging out with them." Ager said." They are not yoir type, for a pretty skilled girl like you, I guess you can join our crew." Ager added and the boys were happy about this.

" really?, I'm so happy, thank you, thank you, thank you." I jumped on Ager who seem to not feel my heavy weight as he carried me with ease.

" now it's initiation time." James said making everyone laugh

" there is something you need to know tasha. Or should I say... lesley." Lexus said. I was caught off guard by that name..... what the hell did I just hear.

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Did you all see what's going on. Well this is very short but I did not want to reveal too much in this chapter so let's find put what's going on in the next chapter. Byeeeeee 💃 💃 💃 💃💃💃💃💃💃💃