T/W: Mentions sickness and vomitting.
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LexMan, I really haven't well at all today. Luckily all I had in today's schedule is finishing up some photo prints and going grocery shopping. I'd just finished the shopping and was carrying the bags inside when a wave of nausea overtook me.
I drop the bags, making a mad dash for the bathroom, just managing to get the toilet seat up before losing my breakfast. I lean against the bathroom wall, my stomach still churning.
I lean forward, getting sick once more. Perfect. I probably picked a flu bug at that family reunion. I knew some of some of the food tasted...off. I grab a wad of toilet paper and wipe my mouth.
"Crap," I mutter. Now is definitely not the time to be getting sick. I get to my feet, feeling a little unsteady but I hold on to the sink, moving to bend my head down, twisting on the faucet and splashing some cold water on my face.
There. That feels a little better. As I'm heading back to finish getting the rest of the groceries, a thought strikes me: maybe it's not the flu bug, but a sign that I'm...pregnant.
Quickly I rummage through the sacks, trying to find one of the pregnancy tests I bought. I hurry to the bathroom and do the test. Then I wait for three, long agonizing minutes.
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Steve actually arrives home before nine o'clock that evening. I still hadn't been feeling the greatest so I didn't make any actual dinner. I hoped Steve would forgive me."Baby, you okay?" I swear, Steve can always seem to pick up on when I'm feeling unwell.
"I wasn't feeling the best today," I reply. "So I didn't make any dinner. I'll make you something if you want, though."
"I'll just find something." Steve's eyes are on me and I try to smile, but end up bursting into tears instead.
"Lexie, what is it?" I rush to Steve, holding out the pregnancy test. He accepts it and looks. Steve's mouth trembles as he wraps his arms around me. I press close to him, quickly drying my eyes.
"I'm sorry," I say. "I didn't mean to cry." Steve gently kisses me, looking a little teary-eyed himself.
"When did you find out?" Steve asks.
"This afternoon," I reply, immediately reaching up to touch his beard. It calms me down.
"Are you happy?" I ask Steve. He kisses me again, grinning.
"I am. Are you?" I laugh, feeling better now that I've my news with my husband.
"Yeah," I whisper. "I actually am."
***
SteveI don't think the reality has set in yet. Lex seems a little...unnerved, but I get that. I kinda feel that way my. Lex has also been a little..ill. She was in the bathroom twice since I've gotten home.
I ended up just microwaving a couple of frozen burritos for my dinner. I hoped it wouldn't make Lex more ill. She joins me in the kitchen as I'm taking the burritos out of the microwave. She'd just gotten out of the shower and I catch a whiff of her lavender body wash.
"How are you feeling?" I ask, opening up the silverware drawer and digging out a fork.
"Exhausted and nauseous," Lex replies, getting herself a glass of orange juice.
"I'm sorry," I cutting into my burrito. Lex just nods.
"It's not your fault. It's just the new pregnancy hormones."
"Do you think you'll get any crazy cravings?" I ask.
"Possibly. Oh."
"What?" I ask.
"I should probably go to the doctor, and see what they say," Lex says.
"I'll go with you," I say. Lex finally smiles.
"Thanks. I'd appreciate it." I lean over, kissing her forehead and Lex's smile widens.
"Hey, everything will be okay," I tell her.
"I'm just kinda...scared."
"I get that. I am, too. This will be a whole new thing for us. But you know what? I think we'll knock it out of the park."
Lex laughs a little, reaching up to touch my beard. That simple act seems to calm her down if she's upset or stressed out. I cover Lex's hand with my own.
"I'm so happy that I have you in my corner, Stevie." I grin.
"Back at you, Lexie."
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LexOnce the initial shock of my pregnancy has worn off and I'd been to see the doctor, making sure that the test was correct, Steve and I made our baby announcement.
However instead of having a party, we simply call up everyone and tell them over the phone. Part of the reason we did it that way was because of how crappy I've been feeling and I just wasn't in the mood to be around a ton of food and company.
Of course, Mom, Uncle Grant, Lorna and Jack (Steve's dad), were extremely excited to hear that they'd be receiving a a grandchild and a great niece or nephew.
And of course, Mom had a million questions, including if I was planning on returning to work once the baby was old enough to be away from me.
"Is she kidding?" I fume to Steve. "The poor kid hasn't even arrived yet and Mom's already going into overprotective Grandma mode!" Steve laughs.
"She's just excited," he says. "The first grandchild is always a big deal."
"Who's side are you on?" I demand. Steve pulls me against him and I rest my head on his chest.
"Yours, Lexie. Always yours." I lean back, looking up at Steve. It seems to me that Steve has been calling me 'Lexie' more and more. I guess I don't really mind. Except...Speed often called me that.
So everytime Steve calls me 'Lexi,' immediately I'm reminded of..Speed.
"I just don't want my mother telling us how to raise our child," I tell Steve. He kisses me and I smile.
"Although we can be open to suggestions," Steve says. "We'll raise our child how we choose to." I hug him.
"Have I told you how much I love you?" I murmur, moving to take Steve's face in my hands.
"You have," Steve says softly. "But I don't mind if you want to tell me again."
"I love you, Steve Speedle," I whisper.
"I know. I love you too, Lex."
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The Miami Diaries Book 3
FanfictionIn the third installment of The Miami Diaries, Steve and Lex have officially been married for six months now and things are going surprisingly well. Now something new is coming and both Steve and Lex have other concerns to deal with. And although L...