Secret lover

Humiliation

I was now getting ready for my birthday party. why the hell do i have NO clothes?!

I had no idea what to wear. and it was very important considering Jakob's older brother, Chris is invited to the party. i have to look fabulous for him.

even though i doubt he'll show up.

I flinched slightly as i heard my phone ringing, i picked up the phone and it was Kylie.

"girl get ready you have 5 minutes we are going shopping." Kylie said and i responded saying "but the party is in 3 hours, we don't have time."

But my thoughts were interrupted when i heard screams out the window. my curiosity took the best of me and i looked out the window to see what's going on.

I was surprised to see that it was chris and his girlfriend, or i may say, ex-girlfriend.

from the way it looked, they were having a serious breakup. but no one liked her anyway.

"maybe now i have a chance." i muttered.

"what? Kee are you still there?" Kylie asked.

Now i thought maybe shopping will be a good idea considering chris is invited to the party and now even better- single.

"i'll be ready in 2." I responded quickly and hung up.

Time skip after shopping-

I actually found a really nice dress and i still have an hour until my birthday party starts. Guess shopping really was a good idea after all.

But now i need to find some cute shoes. maybe i should search some in my mother's drawer.

I walked down-stairs to my parents room and i entered my mother's shoes room and looked for high heels even though i am already quite tall.

Than my mother entered the room and when she saw me looking nicely dressed she asked "where are you going?" with confusion written all over her face.

I sighed in disbelief and said "are you serious? you literally forgot my birthday, again."

"no of course not! what makes you think that? the fact that you haven't got any presents? you spoiled brat!" my mom screamed at me.

"yeah sure you are the victim here. like always." i said and felt my eyes starting to water a little so i left the room before she could say another word.

My mom followed me and started screaming "oh no you're not getting away with it after you just talked to your mother like that!"

I turned around as tears rolled down my eyes saying "it's not just that you forgot my birthday you are also ruining it now? i hate you!" i screamed and ran to my room.

As i got to my room i closed the door and fell down onto my knees bursting out in tears. why can't she act like an actual mother even in my birthday?!

Now my makeup is ruined and i have only 30 minutes to get ready before mia comes to pick me up to her place. god she had so much luck that her parents are never around.

After a few minutes i calmed down and heard my mother's car driving away. guess now she "allows" me to go.

I went back to my mother's room and found exactly the heels that i was looking for.

i re-did my makeup and it looked actually better than how it looked before it got ruined.

i heard mia's car parking outside my house and i went downstairs and left the house.

time skip to the party-

me and mia started preparing everything for my birthday party as Julia, Kylie and Jennie arrived.

I went downstairs to the storage and grabbed some extra alcohol.

As i came back the place began to fill with people.

I was surprised to see that so many people actually came.

And what surprised me even more was to see chris. omg how can a person be so hot? i liked him for 3 years now but i never thought he noticed me.

but he is 3 years older than me so i never took this crush on him seriously.

he approached me and hugged me saying "happy birthday beautiful" and then gave me a little present.

i took it and said "thank you, i appreciate you for coming." then he smirked and went away.

i placed the present in mia's room so i'll have time to open it after the birthday party ends.

Then Matheo and his friends came and grabbed the attention of all of the girls.

how can they actually fall for him? i can't imagine myself falling for a guy as troubled as him, but whatever.

after a few minutes almost everyone came and the party officially started. some people got really drunk and to be honest it was quite gross. at least it wasn't my house. as selfish as it sounds.

than i saw Jacob literally devouring two girls like they were his snack. ew. how disgusting can that man possibly get?!

I was staring so hard that i think he noticed me. as he was devouring the mouth of the left girl he looked at me the entire time with a little smile. it was kind of disturbing.

so I turned around and looked for mia. where the hell is this bitch?!

as i was looking for her i felt a hand grabbing my waist. it was matheo. WTF. what does that dude want from me?

"this party is kind of lame, don't you want to make it a little more enjoyable by going upstairs with me?" matheo whispered in my ear.

i shoved his hand off my waist and said with a disgusted expression on my face "don't you want to make it a little bit more enjoyable by leaving?" and i walked away.

"you'll regret it." matheo screamed.

then chris noticed it and approached me immediately and said "is he bothering you?"

i melted, and answered "no it's okay i got this." and then we had a little talk.

and after a few minutes I noticed jacob staring at us with an expression of anger and even a slight jealousy. what is HIS problem?!

then the music shut down and all of a sudden pictures appeared on the huge screen. it was Mia, Jennie, Julia and Kylie.

they made a cute little slideshow of pictures of younger me. i was giggling as I thought that it was actually really cute.

then suddenly the slideshow stopped as well as the lights. everyone were confused including me.

but then the lights came back ,but the slideshow showed different pictures.

it wasn't pictures of younger me anymore. it was my father's affair pictures.

I didn't even know he had one. i was shocked. everyone stared at me. i was humiliated.

What the hell is going on??