stay forever... please?

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me and minho are hanging out on my couch without our other friends chan and changbin.. we do this a lot so it's very normal. we were laughing so hard that we started crying, i don't even know what was so funny.

as the laughter dies down he reaches towards my face and wipes a tear that fell, we then lock eye contact and i could feel my cheeks getting hotter and my heart beating faster than it ever has before. we look into each others eyes for a minute more until he clears his throat, retracts his hand, and looks away so of course i do the same. he finally speaks after a few more minutes of awkward silence...

"i think i should go home. it's getting pretty late."

it's only 8pm. although i want him to stay as long as possible.. i know that wouldn't be an option.

"yeah you should. i'll see you tomorrow though, right?"

great job at sounding desperate.

"of course, we have school tomorrow. did you forget?"

"no, not at all" i glance over to the side.

i totally did forget but who am i to let him know that. he notices and chuckles a little and that sound is just like music to my ears.

"you said you were going?"

"ah right. see you tomorrow." he says as i walk him to the door and watch him get into his car.

"see you."

he drives off so i close the door and start to clean up the mess we made. after i cleaned up the mess, i sat down and watched tv but half an hour later-

*grumbling* was that me? well it had to be, who else would it be. i walk to the over the snack cabinet and find it empty. did we really eat all the snacks? and i'm still hungry? guess we're going for a snack run.

i put on a jacket and some shoes since it's fall and it's frankly really chilly out. i open the door to find it pitch black outside and the only little light source i have are streetlights that have large amounts of space between them. i'm usually not so scared but today is a different day so i pull out my phone and without hesitation i call the first person i can think of.

when he picks up he doesn't even get a 'hello' in before i start speaking.

"hey i'm walking to the store and i don't want to suddenly get kidnapped so i called you to keep me company on my scary journey." i said as i started walking down the street. i start walking a few more steps and no one has said a word.

"can you please speak? i don't care what the topic is, just talk. hearing your voice would be very helpful and calming right about now."

he finally started talking but do i know what it was about? no. probably his cats (i love his cats). all of a sudden as i'm nearing the store i hear keys jingling and then a motor start on the other side of the line.

"minho?"

"hmm?"

"what's that noise?"

"don't worry about it, it's nothing."

"mmm okay"

as i get into my thoughts i thought about how much he was gonna tease me since i was so vulnerable. i always put up this brave facade in front of people but deep down i'm scared of a lot. one of those things include being kidnapped. but at this point in time my worry of being teased was like a crumb of cheese to a lion. barely anything. unlike my fear of getting kidnapped which was humongous.

i finally arrived at the store and started grabbing snacks and a couple drinks cause i'm just a girl trying to make it through the night. He was still talking about his cats which i can never get tired of hearing. i finish up, check out, and start my journey back home until i hear a car behind me start to slow down.

"minho, i think there's someone slowing down behind me.. help me please."

"get in."

"what do you mean.. minho what if they try to kidnap me!"

"wonnie i'm not going to kidnap you."

i swear i have never whipped my head so fast in my life. i was relieved to see that it was indeed minho and his car so i ended the call and settled my bags in the back. i hopped in the passenger seat and immediately hugged him and i wasn't surprised when he actually hugged back. minho knows how to comfort me when i'm actually scared and he also knows that when i'm really scared i find so much comfort in his hugs. we part ways from the hug and our faces are inches apart, i start leaning in and-

*BEEP BEEP BEEP*

i groan as i find my phone to turn my alarm off with my eyes still closed. i had the same dream i've had for the past year and it always ends on the same part, with our faces inches apart, seeing his perfect features up close.

i'm song siwon and if you haven't figured it out yet... i like one of my best friends, the one and only lee minho. he's one of the most handsomest guys at our college along with chan, changbin, sunwoo, and yeonjun. and as you can already guess.. every girl wants them. the one they want the most is a boy named hwang hyunjin because he is considered the MOST handsome but i just see him as another guy. and that's probably because i always think of my handsome, perfect, amazing, kind, oh did i mention he was perfect? i need to get out of my thoughts and get ready for another day of school and maybe touch some grass. ugh.

i finally get out of my bed and head to take a shower then do my morning routine. i do everything i need, i grab my bag and head out the door to see minho waiting outside already. i can see him through his car window and he looks so unreal and ethereal, per usual. i felt blush creep up on my cheeks and i realize he's looking at me and waves me over to get in the car. i comply because i know if i didn't get in now then we would be late and he's a bit grumpy in the morning so he'd probably say i'm wasting time.

"why were you just standing there?" he said as he started driving.

"i was just thinking."

today's gonna be a long day