distaste|vkook

ONE

Jeongukk bumps into taehyung on his first day of school;
bad decision.
SWITCH!VKOOK!

Jeongguks pov:

"God it's been a long day" he mumbles as soon as he finally gets back to his ran down apartment.I mean it was a long day, no? having to provide for himself with hours of long underpaid part time jobs just to financially live under his shitty circumstances, Well, youre probably thinking, could be worse,right?

no. , absolutely not.

Having to miss out on school as a young 18 year old boy, living on his own in the worst one bedroom studio apartment in mankind. Cold water , that's if there is any, well sometimes he gets lucky and has his precious warm water if he prays hard enough. Lights constantly flickering on n off making his already bad headaches just be even worse, ancient old sheets, clothes, curtains, you name it. It was difficult.

On top of that having absolutely no time to himself, barely scrapping by with the money he's provided from working all those hours, and well.. living with his own demons.

See jeongukk has always had it tough, no family to come home to,cherish with his hearts content , no siblings to play around with, and worse the lack of love.
moving on.

Jeongukk immediately does the same thing he does every.single.day.

Walks past his beat down kitchen and sighs. "obviously nothing to eat" he thinks. Strips off his worn out clothes, picks out a pair of grey joggers,some boxers ,white oversized shirt
(which are noticeably turning into a dirty dark off white.)
walks to the bathroom in his tiny compacted room, obviously after dropping his ripped up denim bag he got as a gift for getting good grades when he was 13.
He loved anything denim , anything navy coloured due to that being the last thing his father wore before the accident. But once again, that's besides the point.

Jeongukk walks into the bathroom , places the clothes on the toilet seat and a run down towel hanging on his broken bathroom door and steps into the shower, naked and freezing cold as it was a late night, probably around 12:03ish am right now on a rainy springs night.

"Thank fucking God.." He thinks. Twisting n turning on the nob of the shower handles, sprinkles of lukewarm water pouring out for the first time in days. A slight smile appearing on his lips , not enough to show his beautiful bunny smile but eh.. he was happy and that's what mattered.

"i feel like i'm forgetting something though.." jeongukk says out loud in a confused manner whilst rubbing his sweet vanilla and coconut shampoo into his now long locs as he hadn't had a haircut in AGES.

his eyes widened suddenly after almost falling asleep in the shower. "HOLY FUCKING SHIT OH MY GOD" he says as the water turned cold, also now remembering,

tomorrow , or shall i say today, was his first day at his new school he had applied to not even a few weeks ago.

He washed off the excess shampoo and body wash he had cherished as it was almost finishing and immediately ran out the showers due to the freezing drops of liquid now onto his smooth tan skin, drying himself and slapping his clothes on, brushed his teeth and ran out the bathroom as he finally remembers.

He checked his phone
Monday 3rd march 12:21 am

he gasped, dropping his new iphone he had bought after months of saving onto his bed and groaned. "Fuck, time went by way quicker than i thought" he said groaning. Knowing he had to sleep sometime soon, straight after packing his bag n picking out an outfit for school.

He finally decided on some ripped up light wash denim jeans , which so beautifully outlined his thighs , as well as a oversized collared black shirt that flaunts his grungy arm tat he got when he was 15,a lovely long silver earring for his right ear he had been saving for a special occasion and a normal stud for his left, picking out some worn down old black boots, as well as packing his navy bag with a few pencils and paper sheets , his antidepressants , obviously his earphones he loved oh so much and a book just in case he got bored.

"God i hate people, should i really even go tomorrow or.." he moaned in his head, looked at everything on his bed and just decided "yh fuck it i've been needed to catch up school and it's the only way i can finally leave this poor excuse for a home."
just a few years jeongukk.

whatever.

He plugged his charger , and put his phone on charge after setting an alarm. Took his sleeping pills which he stole from one of his previous jobs and after staring at his ceiling blankly for a few minutes. He dozed off into a deep slumber.

a/n
HIII my first book, it's a work in progress n i really hope u enjoy it :}