A love for us

Greta

I woke up so hungry.I don't know why, but I just did.I look at the time and it's six am.Finaly today is the last day we're here.

I enjoyed beeing here,just cuz Ares is here.If he weren't here with me I don't know what I could've done.

I don't even know what we are.Are we fuck buddies?Friends with benefits?Only friends?Girlfriend and boyfriend?

I know nothing and for a fact I don't even want to ask him.I'm so scared by his respond.I don't wanna ruin our momments together.

I also want to know so bad what we are.How am I suppost to ask him?I don't even know if he likes me.I don't know if I like him.

Do I even know what love is?What is it like to be loved by someone?I have no idea.I think I only like his body.But if I liked only his body,why the heck do I think so much about him.

Uhgg,fuck it.Feeling are so compicated.I don't even get them.I mean how do I know when I like someone or love?

I get up and have a long hot shower. Then,I have breakfast.I go to get my computer to write something from my new book.

               

                       What is love?

Love how come our life goes around everything and again it stops at on one simple word:love.

What is love?Do we even know what that feeling is?

We love our parents,we love our cousins, we love our friends,we love the nature, we love everything around us.

Okay maybe not everything,but almost everything.But,what is love actualy?What is this feeling we all like or even love,but can't describe.

If we asked a pshychologist what love is, I sure his answer would be:love is a affection toward  another individual.

If we asked a boy it would be:being physically attracted to a woman.

If we asked a child it would be:Love is being happy or having toys,or caring about mommy.

If we asked...

"What are you doing so early in the morining?"Ares says kissing my neck from behind me."I'm just writing a part from my book."I say with a calm voice.Writing really helps me clear my head.

"Where are we going today love?"Ares asks.Oh god he just called me love.My stomach is full of buterflies again.

Why the fuck do I respont to everything he does?I don't even know what to do anymore.Did he ask me something?

I think he did.Oh yeah,he did "I think my mom wants us to go to one of my cousin's birthday party."I say in a bored tone.

Ares looks at my eyes and I look back at him.I would drown in his icy blue eyes.
It looks like we can talk all day just with our eyes.

I reach for is lips and kiss them,when I'm about to pull back I bite his lower lip and he smiles at me.

"Have you ate anything?"he asks with a curious tone.I think he knows now that I don't eat that much."Yep,I woke up and I was starving and I ate something."I say and he smiles at me.

"Let's go eat again."he says with a happy tone.His eyes are so shiny when he says that.I don't even reconize him.
"Are going to get me fat?"I ask him mocking him.He just rolles his eyes at me.

He comes at me grabs my hand to pull me on my feet and throws me into his shoulder."Ares!"I giggle.He goes to the car with me on his shoulder.

I get a coffe and he gets some coffe and cokies to eat.We eat in the car,in silence.