SUN ANGST LESS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

🐚-long nights-🐚

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tw- sh and intense suicidal thoughts-
Song for chapter: I deserve to bleed by Sushi Soucy

Sun was at home. Staring at the white popcorn ceiling with cat scratches on it because his cats would somehow climb on the ceiling which unsettled Sun but literally could not care less. (SHUSH IDGAF ABOUT HIS POSSESED AHH CATS))). Moon was at the daycare helping with lunar and earth. So he was alone. No one knew about his thoughts or actions onto his life. which he always wanted to tell earth about the thoughts and stuff during their therapy sessions together but had always chickened out on it. He didn't like it either. He always said stuff that made him seem fine or better but really after Solar had died it had gotten worse. He always thought about how happy he was supposed to be considering his programming but after every he went through he couldn't even do that right. His thoughts were unstuck and was snapped out of it Moon, his brother yelling "SUN I GOT SOLAR BACK!!!" (shushhhh not cannon to the shhhoooowwww) "w-what! That's great!!" Sun said with a bit of startle in his voice. "Oops did I scare you-" apologized Moon. "Yea- it's ok though" Sun said. "Yep ok gud!👍 i have to charge him up before you can see him but you will!! BBBYYEYEEEE" Moon said while FAUCKINV TELOPORFTIJNG AWAHG. (had a stroke Srry) (I'm so unserious wtf)

Sun had turned his head back to the white scratched up ceiling. He sighed and started to think the thoughts again. Eventually he got up and got a r@zor from the garage. Since he couldn't think good thoughts he got the sharpest r@zor and lifted his forearm up and pushed the blade against his skin it immediately causing his skin to gush blxxd out, it got all over his red and yellow striped pants but he did not give two shits and just kept sl¡cing his forearm. He was crying on top of that so it made him cvt more. He was there doing that for HOURS. Eventually he wiped his hands and forearm and got some thick bracelets and covered the long and short wounds with them. He put his pants in the washing machine and got some grey sweatpants on. He climbed up the stairs and walked into his room. He sighed as he saw the Bi flag stuck with nail glue to wall. He knew Moon put it there but Moon kept insisting it was already there when they arrived for the first time. He moved on from that and switched off his light and closed his curtains. It was late at night so he never knew why he closed the curtains it was just a habit. He flopped on his bed and fell asleep.

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